I started bleeding when I got home from a party yesterday afternoon. We immediately went to the ED. We spend hours and hours there waiting for test results. My hcg level was only 17. They did an ultrasound and didn't see anything. We are just so sad. I guess I knew it was too good to be true. I am feeling a little numb. I don't know how I am going to get through another loss. I took the day off from work and possibly tomorrow. I am pretty sure I am almost done bleeding, this was much worse than last time since I am further along and had tons of symptoms.
We had everything planned on how we were going to tell the family on Thanksgiving. We are renting a cabin for the family in the mountains and celebrating there. I bought DD a shirt to annouce.
The thing that scares me the most is that I am getting older. I think if I was younger I wouldn't feel so panicky. I want to have 2 more children. I know I will get pregnant again, I just need to stay pregnant. All these losses just push me closer closer to the age limit I set for myself.
Pregnant with Letrazole (Femara) on the first cycle with DD after TTC 2+ years
TTC#2 with Letrazole (Femara) since January 2012
BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
CP 11.09.12
BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13
BFP 03.26.13 EDD 12.04.13
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Jess & Adam, married 2009, precious Audrey born in 2011. BFP 1/6/13, 6-wk MMC discovered at 9 wks 2/11/13. D&C 2/18/13, second D&C 4/23/13 for retained placenta.
BFP 8/24/13!! EDD 5/1/14, delivered healthy and sweet Zoey Leanne on 5/5/14 by repeat c-section.
Ugh. I am so sorry for your loss. I don't really have the words, keeping you in my thought and prayers. *big hugs*
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Big hugs to you.
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I will keep you in my T&P
I'm really sorry to hear this. I know exactly how you feel. I too went through 2 miscarriages one after the other after I had my first. It was awful. After the 2 m/c's I went and saw a fertility doctor. We determined I was having Luteal phase miscarriages. He immediately put me on clomid (because of my long cycles) and progesterone to help make the baby (Dylan) stick. Maybe seeing a specialist wouldn't be a bad idea? It is awful because so excited for something and then having that happen. I am really sorry
BFP 5/21/10, Missed m/c 7/5/10 at 11w3d (baby measured 7wks), D&C 7/7/10
Aug/Sept 2010 - CD3&10 b/w & u/s, genetic testing, SA, HSG, & Lap/Hyst to remove septum
12/09/10 BFP -- 7/05/11 DS born at 33w5d. Came home after 23d in NICU at 37w0d
June 2012 - TTC #2! -- 10/05/12 BFP -- 5/23/13 DS2 born at 37w1d! Yay full term!
Surprise BFP 6/25/14 LO#3 due Feb2015!
I'm so sorry... T&P... take care of yourself.
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929
BFP: 7/5/10 EDD: 3/13/11 Miscarriage 8/1/10 at 8 weeks
BFP: 10/30/10 EDD: 7/7/11 Born 7/11//11 7lb12oz, 20 in.
BFP: 7/30/13 EDD: 4/9/14 Born right on time on his due date! 8lb10oz, 21.5 in.
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