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Hormonal

kandmrodkandmrod
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I hate this feeling! I feel myself being mean and I can't stop it. Somehow I have managed so far to keep my composure at work but then I get home and am just mean to my husband or when I talk to my mom I feel like I'm just nasty and harsh. I hate who I become when in treatment. Sorry just wanted to vent a little. Anyone else having this problem? How do you deal with it. I always try and apologize to DH and for the most part he seems understanding but I hate that I get like this
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  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member

    I don't think there is much you can do other than when you find yourself in that mood you have to stop yourself and ask if it is really that important to be "this mad" about.  If I can remember to think this usually the wind blows out of me...but all you can do is pray your DH and mom are understanding.  And come on here and vent!! Haha!

    GL to you! 

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • SigmundsGirlSigmundsGirl
    I deal with the same thing. I try to realize that is what I am doing and calm down, but it isn't always that easy. I may keep calls with mom short and warn DH so he will let things blow over. Of course I apologize, but I still feel badly about it. IF sucks, but at least moodiness is a temporary side effect.

    Dx: PCOS and short luteal phase
    18 cycles (3 with our RE) - Metformin + Clomid + HCG booster did the trick!
    BFP #1 6/22/09 EDD: 3/2/10 DS born: 3/8/10

    TTC #2 since Dec 2011
    BFP #2 7/8/12 EDD: 3/18/12 M/C @ 9w1d: 8/16/12

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