I feel so out of control lately like all I want to do is cry. I am terrified of this baby's birth events surrounding it. I am also pretty sure this cycle is a bust although I didn't think I would be heartbroken, I am. I am so upset that although I went through major surgery lost 95lbs I am still infertile. Life sucks some days.
We've all been there. It's understandable and unfair that we are in this IF nightmare. Hugs to you
Dx PCOS
Three cycle of Clomid- BFN
HSG- clear
6/09-Follistim and HCG IUI on 7/7/09 BFN
7/09- Follistim and Ovidrel IUI on 8/11/09 BFP!
beta #1-342 beta #2-717
Joey was born on 5/5/10
Trying for #2 since 6/12
6/12- Gonal F and Ovidel IUI on 7/10. BFN
8/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel. IUI on 8/10. BFN
9/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel IUI BFN
10/22 Gonal F, Menopur, Ganirelex
11/4 trigger 11/6 ER 14R 10F
11/11 ET transferred one 4AA embryo
beta 11/20! BFP
Betas stop multiplying . m/c at 5 weeks
moving on to FET if my numbers ever get back to 0!
Re: Venting