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Im GoInG cRaZy

OMG this is the longest Saturday everrrrrr. I slept 5 hours. Couldn't go to sleep last night, woke up early, drove to Starbucks and BoJangles, cleaned the kitchen, watched like 6 shows on DVR, read entire twitterfeed from last 10 hours...UGH I am going crazy! If I can't handle the 3 day wait for the transfer, then how am I going to survive the 12 day wait for the Beta. I feel like I am losing it. Also the progesterone vag suppositories SUCK! I am sure it is better than PIO, but man it feels so gross!

OK, rant over, sorry if I am a drain. I just feel crazy. help!

 

TTC since 9/10.

1 year of trying naturally

Referral to RE 9/11//
Femara cycle #1 BFN//
Femara cycle #2 BFN//
Clomid cycle #1 BFN//
Clomid cycle #2 BFN


IUI #1 BFN//
IUI #2 with Femara BFN//
IUI #3 with Femara BFN

DH varicocele surgery 1/12

Laproscopic endometriosis surgery, stage 3, 3/12

Natural cycle postop BFN//
IUI #4 with Femrara BFN

BCP started and Lupron shots start 9/7/12//
RF baseline ultrasound/labs 9/11/12//
IVF class 9/12/12//
RF u/s and labs 9/18, 9/19, 9/21, 9/23, 9/24, 9/25//
Triggered 9/25, ER 9/27// 6 follies retrieved, 5 on fert report// ET 9/30, 2 perfect grade 1 8 cells transferred, no frosties. Beta 1 10/12 270! POAS for kicks BFP! Beta 2 10/16 583 Beta 3 10/18 900! Ultrasound 11/2, HR 144, "everything looks perfect, I knew in my heart - Dr. L" . EDD June 20, 2013. Thoughts and prayers, anything welcome. I am 1 nut short of nuthouse.//



"I wanna go back to the islands...I wanna go back down and lie beside the sea there..." Jimmy Buffett





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Re: Im GoInG cRaZy

  • Me too.  I did my beta test at 7 am this morning... and I am waiting, waiting, waiting.  I am washing all the bedding linens.  I sent DH out into his man cave (aka garage) with my phone so I can't hear it.
    together since 2006
    full time stepmom to SS1 and SS2 since 2010
    married since 2011

    TTC since 7/2011 (no planned bc since 2008)
    HSG 11/2011: one blocked tube
    S/A 2/2012 and retest S/A 3/2012: normal
    Bloodwork: normal
    2nd HSG 5/2012: clear
    Femara cycle 5mg #1 7/14/12 + IUI #1 7/23/12 = bfn
    New RE appt 8/14/12
    IVF #1 meds 8/30/12. ER 9/14/2012: 7 retrieved, 6 fertilized. ET 9/19/12: 1 perfect embryo 5dt.
    Beta #1 BFP! 97
    Beta #2 234
    Beta #3 4937
    ultrasound #1 heart beat 127
    10/20/12 graduated!!!
    EDD 6/7/12
    Team PINK!!

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  • My suggestion: Find a good book series, possibly start some project you spotted on Pinterest etc... Occupy yourself because it is a long wait!! GL!
    My Blog: Maybe, Baby?

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    Been with DH since 01/2003

    Married 07/24/2010

    Began TTC 07/2011

    4/2012 DH DX with Retrograde Ejaculation

    5/2012 1st IUI, 100mg Clomid, Only 1 Follie - BFN

    6/2012 2nd IUI, 150mg Clomid+Menopur, 18 Follies (yikes,too many!!) and Mild OHSS - Cancelled

    8/2012 Begin 1st IVF, Menopur+Bravelle+Ganirelix

    8/11/2012 ER, Holy Crap we had 31 eggs!! Developed Severe OHSS - Delayed with 10 Frosties

    9/2012 Begin 1st FET, Delestrogen+PIO+Crinone

    9/13/2012 1st FET, 2 Beautiful Embies... 9/25/2012 Beta - BFN

    10/2012 Begin 2nd FET, Delestrogen+PIO+Crinone

    10/26/2012 2nd FET, 2 Beautiful Embies...11/7/2012 Beta - BFP

    ...1st Beta (11/7): 251...2nd Beta (11/9): 618...3rd Beta (11/15): 5,870

    ***PAIF/SAIF Welcome***

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  • Headed to clean out/fallify my dining room. here goes!

     

    TTC since 9/10.

    1 year of trying naturally

    Referral to RE 9/11//
    Femara cycle #1 BFN//
    Femara cycle #2 BFN//
    Clomid cycle #1 BFN//
    Clomid cycle #2 BFN


    IUI #1 BFN//
    IUI #2 with Femara BFN//
    IUI #3 with Femara BFN

    DH varicocele surgery 1/12

    Laproscopic endometriosis surgery, stage 3, 3/12

    Natural cycle postop BFN//
    IUI #4 with Femrara BFN

    BCP started and Lupron shots start 9/7/12//
    RF baseline ultrasound/labs 9/11/12//
    IVF class 9/12/12//
    RF u/s and labs 9/18, 9/19, 9/21, 9/23, 9/24, 9/25//
    Triggered 9/25, ER 9/27// 6 follies retrieved, 5 on fert report// ET 9/30, 2 perfect grade 1 8 cells transferred, no frosties. Beta 1 10/12 270! POAS for kicks BFP! Beta 2 10/16 583 Beta 3 10/18 900! Ultrasound 11/2, HR 144, "everything looks perfect, I knew in my heart - Dr. L" . EDD June 20, 2013. Thoughts and prayers, anything welcome. I am 1 nut short of nuthouse.//



    "I wanna go back to the islands...I wanna go back down and lie beside the sea there..." Jimmy Buffett





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  • I hope the times goes by faster. Waiting is the worst part of this whole process. You'll definitely have a clean house so that's good!
  • Thank God for a great mama and TJMaxx. We went shopping. Fashionistas! Early Christmas shopping. Going to bed now, ET tomorrow!!!!!!!
    TTC since 9/10.

    1 year of trying naturally

    Referral to RE 9/11//
    Femara cycle #1 BFN//
    Femara cycle #2 BFN//
    Clomid cycle #1 BFN//
    Clomid cycle #2 BFN


    IUI #1 BFN//
    IUI #2 with Femara BFN//
    IUI #3 with Femara BFN

    DH varicocele surgery 1/12

    Laproscopic endometriosis surgery, stage 3, 3/12

    Natural cycle postop BFN//
    IUI #4 with Femrara BFN

    BCP started and Lupron shots start 9/7/12//
    RF baseline ultrasound/labs 9/11/12//
    IVF class 9/12/12//
    RF u/s and labs 9/18, 9/19, 9/21, 9/23, 9/24, 9/25//
    Triggered 9/25, ER 9/27// 6 follies retrieved, 5 on fert report// ET 9/30, 2 perfect grade 1 8 cells transferred, no frosties. Beta 1 10/12 270! POAS for kicks BFP! Beta 2 10/16 583 Beta 3 10/18 900! Ultrasound 11/2, HR 144, "everything looks perfect, I knew in my heart - Dr. L" . EDD June 20, 2013. Thoughts and prayers, anything welcome. I am 1 nut short of nuthouse.//



    "I wanna go back to the islands...I wanna go back down and lie beside the sea there..." Jimmy Buffett





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