1. Like super mom today. After two very rough weeks, DS is both swaddle broken and napping in the crib.
2. Like I've missed something in the week since I've visited the June board.
3. Anxious, because no matter what I do my milk is gradually and substantially decreasing. I EP and a month ago I was pumping 6 oz every four hours, then 5 oz two weeks ago, and now barely 4 oz every four hours. I'm going to have to start supplementing soon and I'm more than a little disappointed.
How do you feel today?
Re: I feel...
1. Dear super mom, please share your secret? DS is starting to fight the swaddle but getting him to sleep without it is like pulling teeth! He just moves and moves and moves and rubs his face and ears and claws at me. I want him to go to the crib as well as break from the swaddle (Currently he sleeps with me - he is 3 months)
2. I missed a morning and felt like I'd missed a lot. Don't worry it's easy to catch up lol
3. I am sorry about your supply decreasing. I can understand but not totally relate. I saw I only want to breast feed till 6 months but I know that I also said when he was born I would only go three, and every time it seemed like I'd have to quit I was so upset. Have you tried drinking hot tea? For some reason that gets my boobs flowing.
4. As for how I am feeling... exhausted. DS is going through a growth spurt/wonder week/teething/wakeful-sleep regression extravaganza for 2 weeks now and I am soooooo tired.
I never swaddled DS for naps wanting him to associate that with night time. Well, Sunday morning was cold so for his morning nap I wrapped him in a blanket. He went right to sleep! No crying, and he slept longer. So I did that for all naps Sunday and Monday even though the blankets not real tight and he ends up mostly out of it. Then today I was able to put him down in the crib with no blanket. I broke the swaddle, then gave it back to get us to nap in the crib. Then once he realized it was a secure and okay placed to nap I took the swaddle away again.
Sorry about the fussy time. Ours was mostly self induced. I hope it gets better for you.
Good luck with your pumping. I EP too and I know it is such hard work and takes such dedication. Just remember, even if you have to supplement, some breast milk is better than none and your efforts will still benefit your LO. This is what I tell myself when I worry that I will have to supplement.
As to how I am feeling...
1. Super thankful for a great 3 day visit with my dad. It is so much fun to see him interact with DD, who is his only grandchild. It is also awesome that he takes such joy in changing almost all the diapers!
2. Super ready for DH to get back from his business trip Friday, and completely in awe of single moms and those with DHs who travel a lot.
3. Resolute that I am going to stop spending every waking moment obsessing about DD's sleep and take each day as it comes and continue to do my best and then let it go if she doesn't take a good nap or gets overtired.
Right now I'm only producing about 25 oz a day. DS drinks 30 oz. For the last few days I've had to pull from my freezer stock.
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Boo. That's frustrating. The only other suggestion I have (apart from fenugreek; never tried it but my LC recommended it in the early days) is to change your pump membranes and valves if you haven't done that. Rumor has it that can make a difference if pump output starts to drop. I hope you're able to get it figured out. Good luck!
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