lauranicole

Re: lauranicole

• lauranicole91 member

  September 2012

  I remember all those jokes yes. That's around the time when I was bumping more and more and therefore was getting more recognized. I don't know when/what changed. Maybe my imagination is too creative and it's all in my head I don't know.

  But one day I just felt a shift in the way some bumpies were responding(or not at all) to my threads and/or comments.

  I don't think every bumpie needs to comments on every other person's threads and comments, but when I start to notice a pattern I can't help but jump to conclusions.

  Maybe that's dumb. Maybe I'm too sensitive. Maybe I'm right and said ladies are rolling in laughter over my fussing. Who knows. But it's how I feel so I chose to finally stick my neck out and spill the beans on my apparent insecurities.

  I've been with you ladies here since last year. I didn't come for attention. I didn't come to make friends. I came to further educate myself on parenthood. Then once I began to understand the life of a forum I realized I was here to commiserate, celebrate, and make friends with crazy internet strangers. 

  I'm not sure whether to be proud or ashamed, but TB has become a huge part of my life. I look forward to "hangin' with my gals" just as I would/do with IRL friends. I'd like to think a lot of others feel the same. But sometimes the board makes me feel otherwise.

  I can tell you, if coming back tonight as done anything, it has further proved my reasoning for leaving. 

  

  
  

  Dx w/Intrahepatic Cholestasis of Pregnancy 3/3/12
  

  Induced 3/13/12 @ 37w2d | DD born 3/14/12 6:31pm 6lbs 15oz 19"

  
  
  

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