I gave notice at my job for the end of fall. My health is suffering and therefore Jack is suffering. We operate in seasons so I figured I could finish out the season. Now I am struggling to just get through each day.
I am so ready to go but there is so much to do personally and professionaly before I can go. Leaving my job means that we also have to leave our house so we will have to pack all of that up. I still have to find another job because I HAVE to have better health ins than my husbands job provides.
I have applied for my dream job, but I have not heard back yet. This would require moving me, dh, Jack and 3 dogs 4 hours south. Dh would have to look for a new job but I think quality of life would be soo much better. I have been lacking a work life balance for a while now. The job would be M-F 9-5, Childcare on site and 1/2 price. MIL 5 minutes away. SIL's 1 hour away. Close to Austin, Texas. (which I am excited about)
I have never before thought that I would crave living in a neighborhood. Since 1996 I have lived in a camp setting with at least 400 acres surrounding me. But I have no peers. I am dying to have friends, maybe even friends with kids. LOL! Right now I am mom to not only Jack but all of our college age staff to. I don't want people crying on my couch about their boyfriend/ girlfriend issues.
It's just VERY weird to know that this is the end of a HUGE part of my life. I am not sure of the point of my post. I am just nervous, excited, melancholy and so many other emotions.
Re: Life is a hair stressful right now.
Mac and cheese lover!
YES!!! I know, that is one of things I am MOST excited about. I feel like I will find people more "like me" in that area.