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Little B Blue...

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Greetings TTC Friends,

Well. I am going back on the Lupron on 9/17/12.

This will be my final try at motherhood. I am really feeling hopeful. If I finally conceive this try, I will have the baby while I am 44 years old, if there are "frosties" and they are needed, I will consider that-if warranted. 

I keep thinking about all of the pros and cons, then I think of the little feet, and the sweet smelling soft skin that will be all mine to love in a few months...so I keep going.  No one can explain how this feels unless you have lived through this. I never thought I would have trouble becoming a mom, but here I am...Confused

My most sincere thank you to all of you who stand together with me in this emotional roller coaster. I know I am often "mia" and "lurk" around a lot, but I truly appreciate the support of this community. 

Wish us luck and thank you all from the bottom of my heart...

Heather and Dean (my sweet dh) 

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  • owlprofowlprof member
    I'm wishing you all the best luck, Heather (and Dean)!   Keep us posted on how it goes!
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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member
    I've got everything crossed for you!

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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    SAIF/PAIF Welcome


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  • MrsNukemMrsNukem member
    Wishing you lots of luck!  Keep us posted!

    Me:40 AMA, DH:36 0% morph, TTC#1;
    BFP#1 4/2011, MMC 6/2011 11wks Trisomy 13;
    BFP#2 11/2011, CP
    FSH: 17.9, AMH: 2.2
    IVF#1 w/ICSI: ER 4/3: 5R,4M,4F
    ET 4/6 All 4 (1-8A+, 2-8A-, 1-3A) BFP#3
    Two weeks of beta hell = Blighted Ovum
    IVF#2 Aug/Sept: ER 8/27: 4R,3M,3F
    ET 8/30 (1-8A+, 1-6A+)
    Beta#1 9/10: 350; Beta#2 9/12: 796; Beta#3 9/20: 9155
    Expecting Boy/Girl Twins! My babies were born 4/23/13 at 36w1d!

     
     

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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    Good luck to you!! I loved reading the "pros" that you wrote :)

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • happywifemomofonehappywifemomofone member
    Good luck!!!  I understand how you feel about the age thing, I will also be 44 when I deliver if DE IVF works.  Everything crossed that your turn for a BFP is right around the corner.
    TTC since 10/09 Me-43 DH-44 RE and testing 10/10-11/10, Recommending IVF 1/11 New RE AMA and DOR-DH low motility IVF #1.1 cancelled 3/11 due to poor response IVF #1.2 May 2011, one perfect 8-cell embryo, 3dt-BFN, IVF #2.1 Converted to IUI d/t poor response. New RE 9/2011. IVF 2.2 completed using HGH,EPP,DHEA, Q-10 and accupuncture. Transferred one 8-cell, grade one embryo on 10/19. BFP 10/31/11 Chemical pregancy on 11/2/11. Started stims for IVF #3, our final try, on 12-2-11. ET on 12/18. Transferred 3 Grade A embryos-BFFN Planning DE IVF, late March/early April- Donors ER expected to be 4/2-4/4. PAIF/SAIF welcome
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  • lmielocl1lmielocl1 member
    Wishing you the best!!
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • Snapdragon333Snapdragon333 member
    I truly wish you good luck!  In the beginning, it never occurred to me either that I might have trouble getting pregnant...it is so frustrating that the years keep creeping up. 
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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    Good luck good luck good luck! 
    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • emikatemikat member
    Best of luck to you!!  
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    TTC 10/11. IUI 2/12. BFP 3/8/12. 4/26/12 missed mc. RE consult 5/17/12. IVF #1 ER 7/13/12 53R, 41M ICSIed, 32F, 8 5d, 6 6d blasts - all PGD/frozen. PGD results 1 normal M and 1 normal F, 1 maybe M. FET 9/6, transferred 1 F embie. Beta 9/15 BFN. FET#2 planned for 11/2012 put off until 2013. Surprise BFP 11/21/12!! My son was born on 7/24/13!

    FET 4/28/2015 - Transferred 1 M embie. 5/6/15 BFP!

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  • HeatherIconHeatherIcon member
    Thank you all so much! It means so much to read all your positive vibes and good wishes, from women who know the same heartache all too well. Hugs.
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