At the beginning of my son's life all I wanted was for him to get bigger and stronger and gain weight and grow. I've kept thinking that way be ause I wanted him to "catch up". But this morning I was lying in bed and holding him on my chest. He was sleeping and snoring softly and I realized that I'm wishing away some of the sweetest moments of his life. He's 2 months old today and I can't believe it... He's more than doubled in weight and he is getting more active by the second. Soon he won't be my tiny baby that fits in one arm and sleeps all the time.
Sorry. No real point to this other than the realization that I've been wishing my newborn into a toddler and I need to stop! I'd love to freeze my little cuddled at this stage for a while!!
Re: Revelation
I had my son at 31 w 5d (so only a few days after you) and I cannot believe how fast the time went. I loved being pregnant and had a really hard time losing out on that. My due date only passed a few days ago and I can't imagine that I could still be pregnant. But this is how our story goes and I think it makes us appreciate things a bit more.
I hope your son grows quickly so he can be home with you though :-)
Daughter born at 34 weeks due to PPROM, July 2012
Expecting baby #2, May 8, 2015
May 2015 signature challenge for January: "You had ONE job!"
As if he heard me... He just rolled from his belly to back during tummy time. It was probably a fluke but still!!! Then he started kicking his legs like he was crawling... Noooooo slow down you crazy child!!!!
I remember having these same feelings periodically, now as we approach H's 1st birthday there are nearly all the time. It all happens so fast! Savor the squishy baby sweetness and try to stay in the moment as much as possible. It's very hard though!
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.