I love my DD more than anything and she brightens my day everyday. But... Being her mommy is not what I expected. As many of you are used to, we spend a lot of times with specialists, getting evans /tests, and doing therapy. We have no prognosis or diagnosis for her developmental delays (although as I have posted before I suspect SPD). I would not trade my kid for any other kid in the world, but I am struggling with the decision of wanting another baby.
I always imagined having 2 kids, and DH feels the same. I would love to have them 2 or 3 years apart, and I really want DD to have a sibling not too much younger than her. My DH is on board if it's what I really want, but he is concerned it would take away too much attention from DD and her therapy / care.
Am I being selfish? I am afraid if we wait for things to slow down, they never will.