Because of my very low hcg and the fact that it is very slow rising I know the reality is the odds are for eptopic or mc. I am trying to be hopeful and positive anyway. I just don't want to spend the rest of this pregnancy feeling doomed. But it is so hard either way. I hear the sucess stories which are the minority, and inside I feel pregnant with this miracle baby and I want to cling to those and hope mine turns out healthy too.
But then there is a little part of me that feels like i am going to get my hopes up and then I will mc. This sucks...
Re: Feeling like a ticking time bomb
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby
Sending hugs and lots of positive vibes your way. Keep your head up and think positive !
"No one ever said the road would be easy, they just said it would be worth it"
BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
BFP #1: 9-20-2010 EDD: 5-25-2011 DD #1 born: 5-23-2011
BFP #2: 6-14-2012 EDD: 2-15-2013 MC: 6-19-2012 5w5d
BFP #3: 7-18-2012 EDD: 3-26-2012