Anytime I get a cramp or feel cm (sorry tmi) I think it's a mc, and my heart drops. I run to the bathroom to check. Im just so nervous it might happen to me Im trying to stay positive, but I can't help but worry!
BFP #1: 7/18/12, M/C 8/6/12@6weeksMissing our April Angel
I'm right there with you. Every time I wipe I look. I even took a test this AM and it is still faint and I've been crying off and on all day. I need to take a deep breath and stop worrying, it's so hard though. (even after 3 pregnancies! 1st was a m/c second two ended in beautiful children)
Hang in there and know that you're not alone!
BFP#1 due 3/5/2007 missed m/c at 10w, d&c 8/2006
BFP#2 DD 6/2007
BFP#3 DS 5/2009
BFP#4 due 4/8/12 m/c at 9w3d, after weeks of waiting for hcg to go down finally prescribed misoprosotol
BFP#5 DUE 8/15/13
I'm totally there with you. I POAS every morning (and fight the urge at night) and check when I wipe every time. I have so many Wondofos i figure i might as well use them ESPECIALLY since my dr appt isnt for another month! You're def not alone!
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Me too! I'm still feel like my period is going to show at any second. Last time, as much as the m/s sucks, it was at least reassuring that something was going on. Hopefully, the worry will go away some then too.
BFP # 1- DS ~ TTC #2 since Jan. 2012 - BFP # 2 - "Baby Elsie" - Blighted Ovum - D&C August 22, 2012 at 7w3d,BFP # 3 - CP - December 30, 2012, BFP # 4 - CP - March 19, 2013 ~ First RE Appt. 4/24/13 Med cycle #1: 50mg Clomid and Trigger shot = BFN. Med. Cycle #2: 6 cysts found. No meds/rest cycle. Trying on our own = BFP # 5! Beta #1 = 77, Beta #2 = 129 Beta #3 = 94 - CP - July 2, 2013. BFP # 6! Beta#1 = 21, Beta#2 =58 Beta#3 = 134. U/S shows heartbeat of 142 at 7w2d!
I just remind myself that worrying will make me stress out which is definitely not good, so I'm just going with the flow. I think it's always going to be at the back of my mind, so I just pray and keep quoting one of my favorite sayings to myself - "either pray or worry, don't do both".
I did break down and POAS again yesterday and the test line were super dark, even darker than the control and appeared in about a minute so that eased my mind A LOT!
I'm on the same boat, I worry all the time. Every time I go to the bathroom, I hold my breath.
And now I am told that I should be exercising, what do you guys think about that?
I am starting to go back to the gym tomorrow after a 3 week hiatus. It is really good for you. I will probably walk/job treadmill and elliptical and a class or two
BFP #1: 7/18/12, M/C 8/6/12@6weeksMissing our April Angel
I check too! But I've only tested the one day bc I'm scared nothing will show, but I'd there is no period I feel better. I will feel much better after I get to see my dr on wed
Thank you, OP, for posting this! I feel better knowing that I am not the only one. I think it is just scary to want something so badly and to be so excited about something, yet scared of what could happen and how heartbreaking that would be.
I'm the same way peanut. So nervous. It makes it hard to enjoy it at this point. I'm actually the opposite of all the previous posts. I'm don't pee on any sticks, i don't temp, and I just try and stay positive. Because I know I would obsess over every faint line or lowered temp. FX!
You are definitely not alone. I check everytime I pee, so worried I'll see spotting/bleeding. I am still taking tests I'm glad to know that my doc is planning a sono as soon as my betas hit 4,000. My 1st appt isn't set until Sept. 5, so I'm glad I'll still get everything checked out sooner than 9 and a half weeks. I'm hoping to see that 4,000 number at week 5 or 6 and get the sono done. Being able to see that baby growing will certainly help me relax, slightly.
I just try to enjoy every day that I have and hope that I'll be able to enjoy all of them right up to April 5th and after!
"A man walking backwards does not see what lies ahead, only what he is leaving behind."
BFP #1-7/22/12 EDD: 4/8/13 It's a Boy!! Born 3/30/13
BFP #2 2/3/14 EDD: 10/15/14 - My Chart
Well first, most of you all know I'm a crazy bish. That is well established.
Second, I am FREAKING OUT TOO! I am doing everything mentioned above. It's so hard not too. I guess the only constant reminder I have is my boobs right now. H wants to bang it out and I can even entertain it right now because my boobs hurt so bad...I told him it's gonna be a long 9 mos!
lots of to my TBBFF Sothernpeach80 - BABY
ETHAN IS HERE! 02.04.13
I'm a mess of nerves. I'm halfway freaking out because my wondfos haven't gotten noticeably darker in 3 days, even though I know better. Everything's a sign of another possible m/c. I think I'm gonna be crazy and go get another FRER tomorrow to see if that looks darker. (crazy lady!)
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let me know how it works out? i have heard it good for me and the baby. I started walking outside with my DH and that makes me feel better.... im still nervous of working our more then that though... please let me know how its going for you.
Re: Worry wart
I'm right there with you. Every time I wipe I look. I even took a test this AM and it is still faint and I've been crying off and on all day. I need to take a deep breath and stop worrying, it's so hard though. (even after 3 pregnancies! 1st was a m/c second two ended in beautiful children)
Hang in there and know that you're not alone!
I'm totally there with you. I POAS every morning (and fight the urge at night) and check when I wipe every time. I have so many Wondofos i figure i might as well use them ESPECIALLY since my dr appt isnt for another month! You're def not alone!
Ginny DX 21-Hydroxylase Deficiency Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia
Charlie DX Specific Antibody Deficiency & ASD
Thanks ladies
FX everything ends up ok!
I just remind myself that worrying will make me stress out which is definitely not good, so I'm just going with the flow. I think it's always going to be at the back of my mind, so I just pray and keep quoting one of my favorite sayings to myself - "either pray or worry, don't do both".
I did break down and POAS again yesterday and the test line were super dark, even darker than the control and appeared in about a minute so that eased my mind A LOT!
BFP #2: 11-7-14, CP (BFN: 11-13-14)
BFP #3: 3/24/15 EDD: 12/5/15
I'm on the same boat, I worry all the time. Every time I go to the bathroom, I hold my breath.
And now I am told that I should be exercising, what do you guys think about that?
I am starting to go back to the gym tomorrow after a 3 week hiatus. It is really good for you. I will probably walk/job treadmill and elliptical and a class or two
Thank you, OP, for posting this! I feel better knowing that I am not the only one. I think it is just scary to want something so badly and to be so excited about something, yet scared of what could happen and how heartbreaking that would be.
You fill me!!! Z! My BFP Chart
You are definitely not alone. I check everytime I pee, so worried I'll see spotting/bleeding. I am still taking tests
I'm glad to know that my doc is planning a sono as soon as my betas hit 4,000. My 1st appt isn't set until Sept. 5, so I'm glad I'll still get everything checked out sooner than 9 and a half weeks. I'm hoping to see that 4,000 number at week 5 or 6 and get the sono done. Being able to see that baby growing will certainly help me relax, slightly.
I just try to enjoy every day that I have and hope that I'll be able to enjoy all of them right up to April 5th and after!
"A man walking backwards does not see what lies ahead, only what he is leaving behind."
BFP #1-7/22/12 EDD: 4/8/13 It's a Boy!! Born 3/30/13
BFP #2 2/3/14 EDD: 10/15/14 - My Chart
Well first, most of you all know I'm a crazy bish. That is well established.
Second, I am FREAKING OUT TOO! I am doing everything mentioned above. It's so hard not too. I guess the only constant reminder I have is my boobs right now. H wants to bang it out and I can even entertain it right now because my boobs hurt so bad...I told him it's gonna be a long 9 mos!
lots of
to my TBBFF Sothernpeach80 - BABY
ETHAN IS HERE! 02.04.13 
TTC #1 since Jan 2012
BFP #1 07/27/12 - EDD 04/07/13; C/P on 07/31/12
BFP #2 10/11/12 - EDD 06/24/13; Blighted Ovum; D&C 11/30/12
BFP #3 03/10/13 - EDD 11/17/13 - PLEASE BE OUR TAKE HOME BABY!
Beta #1 - 95.8 (12DPO); Beta #2 - 502 (15DPO); Beta #3 - 2003 (18DPO)
First U/S showed one beautiful baby measuring 7w1d with a HR of 148!!! Second U/S showed baby measuring 9w0d with a HR of 173!!!
My Ugly BFP Chart
“I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much." -Mother Teresa
Thanks Purpleoeanut6,
let me know how it works out? i have heard it good for me and the baby. I started walking outside with my DH and that makes me feel better.... im still nervous of working our more then that though... please let me know how its going for you.