We went in for my u/s today at 9w3d and the baby had no heartbeat. I am so heartbroken. We had just seen the little flicker 2 weeks before. I dont understand why this keeps happening or why we can get to the point of a healthy heartbeat and then this happens.
I was so sure that this was our take home baby this time.
My d&c is scheduled for Wednesday morning and my obgyn will begin testing.
I know none of us want to be here, but I also know what a wonderful, supportive group of ladies there are here.
He's my fairytale, a dream when I'm not sleeping.
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Re: Cannot believe I am back here.
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BFP #3 ~ 6/10/2012 ~ EDD 2/20/2013 ~ HB 100bpm @ 9w3d ~ M/C 7/11/2012
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I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your SO.
Sending you well wishes,
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oh no! I was really cheering you on
so sad to see you here
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I know how hearbreaking it is to have seen the heartbeat, and then have it taken away. Huge hugs.
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DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate
IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
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