First 2WW in over 6 years!

CeCe8579 · July 2012

It feels the same. I am overanalyzing, getting my hopes up and I feel like I should be prepared for disappointment. I don't want to do this again for another 2 plus years. My thoughts are with all of you that are going through that again! I'm trying so hard not to get excited and I know it's the first month but it's hard. I'm also scared of another m/c. After 4, I'm not sure I am mentally prepared for that. I know I am jumping the gun but I guess I am just scared. I know you girls will understand. I remember last time get so hopefully each month only to be disappointed and my heart goes out to each one of you that have been there for the 2nd time! Sorry just needed to let all that out!

It's also really hard because my FI is a truck driver so he's gone Monday afternoon through Friday afternoon. I ovulated sometime between Wednesday and Saturday. Since this is my first month TTCing I haven't honed in on what my body is doing yet. We had sex Monday and Friday so hopefully we had good timing but I know there are going to be months when he's gone and I'm ovulating and we miss the window. Since this is his first go round at have a child, he doesn't quite understand it all. I forgot how hard it all was.

Sorry just needed to let all that out! I don't want to be that girl who' all whiny and stuff on her first cycle TTCing but I know you girls will understand! If you made it through all that, thanks for reading!

CeCe8579 · July 2012

I hope I didn't offend anyone with vent/excitement. I know a lot of you have been going through IF issues for along time.

tamaramuzo · July 2012

baby dust luck for your 2ww

yeah it sucks to get those negative results every month , but now i can finally manage not to be depressed about it

wish u all the best and i bet u already bought a pregnancy test ( i did lol)

CeCe8579 · July 2012

Going tomorrow to get some tests, haha!

sophiet496 · July 2012

Seriously, I don't want to offend...but it does not seem like you have secondary infertility as of yet? Maybe there is another board that is more appropriate to you at his time...best of luck!

CeCe8579 · July 2012

Why wouldn't I have Secondary IF yet if I had a m/c after having a child due to IF issues? If I'm posting in the wrong place, I apologize. No one has really said anything before now. I'm not sure where I fit in.

sophiet496 · July 2012

No negative vibes at all, seriously. It's just that you are in your first month of ttc #2. Secondary infertility is when you cannot/are really struggling to get pregnant or carry a baby to term...I think everyone here has been trying for quite awhile to become pregnant with their next child. Best of luck to you, though!

CeCe8579 · July 2012

I understand but this really isn't my first time trying again. Just the first time with my FI! My ex and I tried for a year ending in m/c even with clomid so I just thought this was the right place for me.

CeCe8579 · July 2012

Do I really not belong here?

AprilDrew04 · July 2012

We dealt with primary IF issues and knew that going into ttc #2 we would still have IF to deal with. You are in the right place.

I think for those that didn't have any trouble conceiving the first time, they don't understand that when you have had primary IF, it is still there when you try again.

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