Hello, let me introduce myself first..
For the first 30 years of my life, everything was smooth and worry-free. I was my parents’ most beloved child, found my true love in college, and happily married him after graduation.
At work, I was my boss’s most valued employee. Whenever I was in charge of a project, colleagues would inevitably say, “Oh, then I’m totally at ease.” I was constantly named “Employee of the Year,” with generous bonuses every year.
Later, I started my own business. Within just three months, I had broken into the market and started making money. By the fifth month, I was earning twice my previous salary. Growth was steady month after month. Right when the business needed more hands, I serendipitously met an amazing partner, and the company reached a whole new level.
Really, it seemed like at every step, whatever I needed, a pair of hands would always place it right in front of me, just in time.
My Two Girls: Ellie & Mia
Meet Ellie, My Firstborn
In 2020, my husband and I decided to have a child. After trying for over a year, we finally got the news in 2021 that a little one was on the way. In 2022, we welcomed our first child, Ellie. She made me a mother.
She is utterly adorable—big eyes, rosy skin, chubby little hands. Every time I look at her, I can’t help but give her a kiss. She is pure joy, and I love her more each day.
But as a first-time mom, I faced unprecedented difficulties. The postpartum tearing wouldn’t heal, and the pain was excruciating. Clogged milk ducts made my breasts hard as rocks. The severe sleep deprivation… And what was even more crushing was that, with zero parenting experience, I was clueless when faced with her unexplained wailing, night terrors, refusal to nurse, constipation, diarrhea, fevers… I desperately searched online, longing for one accurate, truly useful answer!
It was during this time that I thought, once I make it through this “dark” path, I must leave a light on for other new moms.
And Then Came Mia
Ellie had just turned one when I got pregnant again. In 2024, we welcomed our second daughter, Mia.
Completely different from Ellie, Mia is a great eater and sleeper. Although she had her fussy moments in the first two months, starting almost from month three, she became super easygoing. She feeds on schedule, gradually sleeps through the night, loves her solid foods, and adapted quickly when I had to stop breastfeeding due to mastitis.
This made me realize just how vastly different babies can be! It made me even more determined to write about my experiences.
Why I Had to Start This Blog
The Catalyst: A Life Pivoted
After Mia was born, my business also began to decline sharply. I had no choice but to close it and become a full-time mom. My work no longer involves Excel and Word, but instead revolves around changing diapers, washing bottles, making baby food, and managing household chores…
This has been a monumental challenge for me. All my past achievements seem irrelevant now. Managing two young children has brought me a sense of frustration I’ve never known before.
The Daily Reality
They are always fighting over things. When one is in my arms, the other immediately demands to be held too. When I try to cook, Ellie wants me to read her a book. When I attempt to load the washing machine, Mia has a diaper blowout, and I must drop everything to change her…
By the time I finish all that, I see the cup of hot coffee on the table has gone cold again. And it’s not until evening that I remember, “Oh my goodness, the clothes are still in the hamper, unwashed!”
Of course, being a mom is filled with happiness, but that doesn’t negate how hard it is.
My Promise to You
Because I’ve walked this path myself, I won’t just tell you how joyful motherhood is, like many websites do. I want to share my real, unfiltered experiences so every new mom can find a “companion” here.
I want to tell you: you are not alone. What you’re going through, I’ve been there too. Your breakdowns, your helplessness, your moments of losing control—I’ve had them all. You don’t need to feel guilty. This is just a small, necessary stretch of the journey for every mom.
My Hope for This Space
I really want to share my parenting experiences—not just the warm, glowing moments, but to honestly document the pitfalls I’ve stumbled into, the tears I’ve shed, and the “survival wisdom” I’ve scraped together in utter exhaustion.
The Goal: A Mom’s Toolkit
I hope this blog becomes a “mom’s toolkit,” filled not with vague theories, but with:
- Practical Tips: Like how to quickly figure out why a baby is crying, tried-and-true methods for dealing with clogged ducts, or how to efficiently manage the daily grind with twins (or two under two) solo.
- Pitfall Avoidance Guides: Sharing the baby products I regret buying the most, and those “game-changer” parenting hacks. Letting you know which parenting anxieties you can let go of, and which principles are worth holding onto.
- A Community for Moms: I hope my stories connect me with more moms like you. We can cheer each other on in the comments, share our own tricks, turning the storms we face alone into a journey we walk together.
The Bigger Vision
My previous career taught me to analyze data, solve problems, and optimize processes. Now, I’m applying all those skills to this new “position” of Mom. I want to prove that a mom’s value is absolutely not confined to the home. The mindset, resilience, and creativity we built in our careers can shine just as brightly—perhaps even brighter—in this more complex, long-term “project” of raising humans, and can even be transformed into a force that helps others.
My hope is simple: that every mom who opens this blog can let out a sigh of relief and say, “So it’s not just me.” Then, she can find a bit of practical info, a dose of comforting solidarity, and return to her sweet, chaotic mom-life with a little more confidence and a little less weight on her shoulders.
This road? Let’s walk it together.
Re: Conceiving again after c-section
I got pregnant again when DD1 was 14 months old. I tried for a vbac, but my doctor did tell me that if I chose rcs, he'd deliver at 39 weeks.
Don't be afraid to give your doctor a call and ask him these questions. I'm sure he'd be able to give you some answers.
I got pregnant again when my DD was 4 1/2 years old.
My RCS as scheduled at 39 wks and 2 days. My practice will schedule them for anytime 39 weeks and later.
We are TTC starting next month, when DD will be 17m. Both me and my OB preferred a minimum of two years between deliveries; DD will be at least 2y2m by the time I deliver my second.
I can't help you with the second part of the question.
We started trying when LO was about a year and a half but it took us a little longer than anticipated. For a RCS they generally schedule you in the 39th week to try and avoid doing an emergency C-section after labor has started.
Also you may be able to attempt a VBAC. I was really ok with having a RCS, but if a VBAC is something you think you may want I would look into what OB's in your area do them.
2 years to start TTC again. I got the all clear from my doctor to get pregnant again 6 months after my son was born.
I'm hoping for a VBAC.
My first c/s was scheduled due to placenta previa at 37w6d.
My 2nd was almost exactly 2 years after my first at 39w1d, I think.
My 3rd will be 2 years and 2 weeks after my 2nd at 39w3d.
My c/s were a little over 13 months apart. My OB said we could start ttc after 3 months. We ended up actually waiting 5 months. I went into labor on my own at 36w6d and had a repeat c/s. I wouldn't classify it as emergency just b/c I went into labor but I'm not sure if my OB did (no mention).
I'm scheduled for another c/s next month @ 37w3d.
BFP #2 10/29/08 ...stillborn via c/s @41w 7/20/09
missing my baby everyday
BFP #3 1/20/10 My angel's little sister Grace Madison was born September 8th 2010 @37w. We're so blessed! Thank you angel for getting her here safely.
BFP #4 12/30/11. Jackson Christopher 8/22/2012 via repeat c/s @ 37w 3d
DS was 21mo when I got pg, I decided I was ready to TTC again when he was 18mo (mainly b/c he was finally STTN regularly). My OB said the rcs will be scheduled for after 39wks b/c of insurance which makes me think that he would've wanted to schedule it sooner.
None of our kids were "planned". I got PG with DD#2 when DD#1 was 9 months old. Got PG with DS when DD#2 was 10 months old. Had 3 c-sections in 3 years. I got PG with #4 when DS turned 3. I will have a 4th c-section and my OB assures me it's not an issue.
They have never done a c-section (a RCS) earlier than 39 weeks, unless it is an emergency - in other words, you have gone into labor.
We'll miss you sweet Debbie Girl (4.21.12) and sweet Cindy Girl (8.9.12)
I got pregnant when DH was 7 months old... Not planned. We're planning a RCS at 39 weeks, if I make it hat long. DD Wanda scheduled cs at 37 weeks due to pre-e.