The tension and stress has gotten to be too much for me, my anger overflows everynight when I come home to our family, as the primary breadwinner having the toxic work enviorment has spilled over to my family. My daughter got sick to her stomach over the stress that is going on and my son had to sleep in the bed with us he was so frightened. I can't stand this anymore. I am going into such a dark place.
My husband last night - in an effort to calm me down, I guess - told me that I shouldn't hate being back at work so much because there are women who can't even have babies. That is not even the point, why doesn't he understand the pain of being seperated from my children.
Re: I kicked a hole in the wall last night.
i kicked a hole in the bathroom wall when I was pregnant and tokd H i needed medication and he decided not to listen. I get to suffer through my anxiety and misery because he is making me. Even after tellin him I think I have PPA or PPD, he still wonders why I'm so pissed off all the time.
Men just don't get it. I'm sorry you're pissed about work- just try to make the most of the time with your children.
Oh Momma. I feel for you.
Feel free to vent. Most of us know where you are at. Sending you positive thoughts.