Late Term and Child Loss

disappointed (ttcal related)

Our 2ww ended today with my period :(  I'm just so disappointed.  It was only our first cycle trying and I knew we would be very lucky to get pregnant on the first try twice, but I was hoping since I did with baby Gary I would again this time.  Ugh.  I just want to cry, but I have my niece with me today and she's too young to understand what's up.  Wish DH was home with me.  What a week...
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Re: disappointed (ttcal related)

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    *HUGS* The TTCAL process can be so emotional and draining at times.
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  • I'm so sorry.  I went through the same thing 2 weeks ago when I got a string of negative pregnancy tests and then my period during our first cycle trying again.  I also got pregnant the first time trying last time and really thought maybe that could happen again.  I also found out a close friend was pregnant during the 2WW and that was really hard to hear, but I kept thinking "well at least if I get pregnant now she will only be a few months ahead of me."  I also had calculated out how far along I would be at what time of year trying to anticipate when I would need to be off of work for the baby, etc.  All ridiculous since it's so unlikely to get pregnant with one try the first time let alone twice in a row!

    Still it really sucks to not be pregnant when that is all you want.

    BFP #1 9/21/11. EDD 6/4/12.  Twins discovered at 8 weeks. Twin B lost at 14 weeks due to megacystis.  Alice Joe born and lost 1/5/12 at 18.5 weeks due to pre-term labor.

    BFP #2 7/11/12.  EDD 3/23/13.  Ada Alice born 3/20/13.

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  • Big hugs, the first BFNs (yes I tested multiple times) after our loss were super hard for me too. 
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  • I'm sorry. ((HUGS))
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