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Goodbye before I even had the chance to say a formal hello :(

I never formally intro'd here though I did post questions about FET and did comment on natural FET.  I was hoping to formally intro here yesterday after my first ultrasound at 7+ weeks.  Sadly, we found out the pregnancy is not viable. I have a d & c scheduled next week as the RE does not think I will miscarry naturally. We are devastated, out of money, and out of embryos. Happy 4th of July to me surgery the next day.  I have two amazing blessings but it really seemed as if they would have siblings and I had planned for that after very early positive hpt tests and more than doubling betas.  Good luck on your pregnancies, enjoy every second. 

 I cannot believe things turned out this way Crying

H: 34 dx Azoospermia due to CBAVD from CF  
ME: 39 IS FINE!!!  DOR and poor AMH/FSH/LH
IVF/ICSI/PESA #1 Beta 1 373 Beta 2 1783 BOY/GIRL TWINS!! Born April 2010!!
Natural FET 5/26/12 2 blasts Beta 1 207 Beta 2 513 Beta 3 1377 U/S 6/28 Pregnancy not viable d & c scheduled :( 
IVF/ICSI/PESA #2 ER 11/15/12 Nothing to transfer :( 
IVF/ICSI #3 April 2013 MDLF 3dt of 3 embryos, chemical :(  
IVF #4/ICSI/MESA/CCS/FET EPP April 2015
ODWU CCRM with Dr. Sch COMPLETE!!!! Put on acai supplement they are studying for DOR and embryo quality.
DAY 3 Labs Drawn 2/26 put on vitamin D and calcium supplements
Regroup and Protocol Reveal 3/04 "Bazooka Protocol" EPP with MDLF "Protocol 6 with patches"
ER/MESA 4/10 ER 9 eggs retrieved MESA success found live swimmers :)
Fertilization Report 6 eggs mature and ICSI'd 4 eggs fertilized normally
Day 6 Report to Blast for CCS 4/16: 2 DAY 5 BLASTS BIOPSIED FOR CCS a 4AB and a 3AB!!!!
CCS Results BOTH BLASTS CCS NORMAL!!!!!!  call on 4/24
Regroup call to discuss CCS results and FET call on 5/20
FET prep: CD 1 6/08 CD 3 Start BCP 6/10, HSG 6/12 Lupron Start 10 iu 6/17 End BCP 6/21 CD 1 6/23!!!
Start vivelle patches 6/25 change e/o/d reduce Lupron to 5iu 6/25 Blood Draw 7/01, 7/08, 7/15, 7/19
Increase vivelle patches 7/03 2 change e/o/d and 7/05 change e/o/d 3 and 7/07 4 change e/o/d add vaginal estrace 2x a day
Lining Check/Blood Draw 7/08 and 7/15 End Lupron 7/18  Start PIO 1ml daily 7/18  Blood  Draw 7/19
Flight to clinic 7/22
FET 2 CCS BLASTS :):)  7/23 :):) YES YES both thawed and both fully expanded :):)
7/26 :):) 3dp5dt PM very very faint positive FRER
7/27: 4dp5dt Neg Digi AM but very very faint positive FRER PM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 1-2 :):) 
7/31:8dp5dt AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 2-3!!!! :):) 
Beta 1 8/01= 408!!!!!!!!!! at 9dp5dt FET
Beta 2 8/03 = 1014!!!!!!!!!! at 11dp5dt FET
8/05/2015 AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 3+!!!! :):) 
First Ultrasound: 8/20!!!!!! TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Genetics says BOTH BOYS!!!!!!!!!
Second Ultrasound: 9/03!!!!!!!!!!










 










Re: Goodbye before I even had the chance to say a formal hello :(

  • TJ1979TJ1979
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    I'm so sorry for your loss.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
    beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
    Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
    Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
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  • Im so sorry for your loss {{HUGS}}
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    ~10.10 Ectopic, 4.11 Nat m/c 9w, 8.11, 1.12, 3.12 CPs~

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  • I'm so, so sorry. I know how heartbreaking it is :(
    TTC #1
    Off BCP 2/2010
    Charting since 9/2010
    Dx: Unexplained IF, Hashimoto's
    June 2011 to August 2011: 3 IUIs = BFFN
    Treatment break until Oct/Nov 2011 then moving on to IVF.
    Scratch that. We're moving to adoption!
    11/10/11 Officially matched
    11/18/11 Our little stinker was born!
    3/7/12 Surprise BFP! 4/13/12 missed m/c and D&C at 8w
    BFP#2 6/17/12 EDD 2/25/13
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  • So sorry for your loss {{HUGS}}
    SAIF/PAIF Welcome <BR>
    We have been TTTC since July 2008: <BR>
    Irregular cycles, high prolactin, dilated right tube, cysts, male IF<BR>
    IUI # 1 ~ 12/09/10 ~ 50 mg Clomid, 250 mg Ovidrel = BFN <BR>
    IUI #2 ~ 01/09/11, #3~ 02/11/11 & # 4.2~ 04/19/11~ 20 mg Tamoxifen, 250 mg Ovidrel = BFN<BR>
    IUI # 5 ~ 09/28/11, # 6 ~ 11/23/11, & # 7~ 12/17/12~ 112.5 iu Gonal F, 250 mg Ovidrel = BFN<BR>
    12/14/11 ~ IVF consult <BR> IVF #1 ~ 02/15/12 BCP, 02/29/12 10 units Lupron, 3/9/12 Baseline, <BR> 03/09/12 stimms 250 iu Gonal F, 5 units Lupron ~ 03/20/12 ER = 5 eggs ~ 03/23/12 ET = One-4BF transfered~ Beta # 1 04/04/12 = 134 ~ Beta # 2 04/06/12 = 283 ~ Beta # 3 04/09/12 = 906<BR>
    Due date 12/08/12 :-)<BR> Born 12/15/12 :)

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  • so sorry for your loss

    ~after 34 cycles we finally got our 2nd little bundle of joy~
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  • I am so sorry for your loss, hope all the best for you and DH.. (HUGS)

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    Me and DH - 26years old; IF DX: PCOS, Hypothyroid/Hashimotos(me)
    IVF #1 April 2012- 15 ER (4/13), 13 Fertilized, 1 transfered (4/16), 3 frozen
    Beta #1(4/28)-127 Beta #2(4/30)-301 Beta #3(5/7)-5570!!
    First ultrasound showed 1 strong little heart beat! (5/25) 7/16.. ITS A BOY!
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  • ((HUGS)) sorry for your loss. 
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    Married 09.9.11 (Me:31 and DH:31)
    Left Tubal Ligation in 2004
    1.2.12 BFP
    1.16.12 LAP due to Ectopic @ 7w, Right Tubal Ligation
    3.19.12 IVF #1 - Stims (Lupron + Gonal F + Luveris)
    3.29 ER - 6 snowbabies (ET postponed due to OHSS)
    FET 6/6 - transferred two 4AB snowbabies
    Beta #1 6/16 = 683, Beta #2 6/18 = 1703, Beta #3 6/20 = 4073, u/s #1 @ 5wks = TWINS!!, 7w u/s two heartbeats <3<3 TWIN BOYS<br>

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  • maby22maby22
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    So sorry for your loss. 

    Me:35, DH:37 Multiple Pregnancies but no take home baby-
    Uterine cavity abnormaility (corrected in 2006)
    IVF #1: BCP 02/13, stims 03/05, ER 03/16: 13 retrieved/ 6 fertilized, ET 03/19 transferred 2 embies,03/29 +HPT, Beta #1 03/30: 365!!, beta #2 04/02: 1209, u/s #1 04/13: TWINS!! and saw heart bearts, u/s #2 04/26: 2 heart beats 166 & 163 bpm!!! all is well and no more RE for ME(I mean US)/..........We are having TWIN GIRLS!!!............................................................

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  • Im sorry for your loss.
    TTC #1 since March 2009

    DX: Tubal factor (due to ectopic), Stage II Endo, Prot.ein S deficiency, and elevated NK cells.

    6 cycles of Clomid, including 3 IUIs --> BFN

    IVF #1 (Antagonist): 26ER; 22M; 20F;

    3/16/11 ET of 2 blasts. 9 frosties! --> 1st BFP, but ectopic at 7w. Lap to remove right tube.

    FET#1: 8/9/11 ET of 2 blasts --> Chemical Pg.

    FET#2: 11/17/11 ET of 2 blasts --> BFP!
    Please stick and keep growing baby!!!!



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  • I am so sorry for your loss.
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    </span></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal;"><div><span style="font-size: x-small;">RE DX: Mild PCOS with irregular cycles and Male Factor Infertility (2% Morph)</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;">BFP: #1 3/11/11 on cycle #14; EDD 11/15/11; M/M/C @ 12w 05/03/11; Baby K 9w; D&C 5/4/11</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;">BFP: #2 6/28/12 on IVF cycle #1; EDD 3/13/13; ER 6/20/12, ET (2 embryos) 6/23/12, DS born 3/5/13 via cs.</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;">BFP: #3 3/24/15 on IVF cycle #2, EDD 12/7/15; ER 3/15/15, ET (2 embryos) 3/20/15</span></div></div>
  • So sorry for your loss :(
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
    ~~
    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014
    - all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
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