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I haven't forgotten you! ***warning***Rainbow baby mentioned
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Hey lovies! I have not forgotten you all! I'm just a little exhausted and distracted. I promise to catch up when I can. I know a few of you are on PgAL and PAL so you may have seen my posts...my rainbow baby decided to come a week before her scheduled eviction date...Emma June was born June 18th - my birthday! - at 10:32 PM at 36 weeks 1 day. If you want to read her birth story or see pics here's the link to PgAL (can't make it clicky from iPhone...and that's the only way I can post theses days while nursing). https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/1/66817249/ShowThread.aspx. As we all know, this journey and our lives are bittersweet...I can honestly say my rainbow daughter adds so much sweetness. I was terrified of her being born early and needing NICU time. No matter how minimal it might have been i'm afraid it would have sent me over the edge. But she didn't need any! Apart from a little jaundice she is absolutely perfrct. A tiny little peanut, but perfect. This birth was amazing...the hospital stay brought back a flood of memories. And of course, leaving the hospital, this time with a baby in the back seat sent me into a whirlwind melt down. Elation and grief all balled up into one. I know that Logan was watching over his sister...but my heart aches that he can't do that in the flesh. Over all I am beyond happy...just working out how the grief and happiness collide. Thanks for all your support! I do promise to check in. I miss you ladies! I just need a couple of weeks to adjust. *hugs*
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Re: I haven't forgotten you! ***warning***Rainbow baby mentioned
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
Remembering Robby
I have seen you around : ) but wanted to tell you how thrilled I am for you and little bitty Emma!!
She is breathtaking by the way!
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I do not have a British background but may as well because I adore the names. My Dh on the other hand likes the strong Italian names so it's been a struggle:)