Dropping by to say Hello!

BeeBee08 · June 2012

Hi IFV, I have missed all of you! I haven't been around much lately for a couple of reasons. The biggest reason is I have been traveling for work and it's hard to sit in a meeting room and bump with you all. But, work has been my saving grace right now, so no complaints from me there.

The second is that I'm not sure I want this anymore. I'm not sure that I'm ready to give up, but I feel a lot closer to being "okay" with a childfree life than I ever thought I would. In fact, the thought of cycling again angers me and makes me want to scream at the world. I know I have only had one IVF cycle and one FET, but I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that maybe this is just what I will be living with. DH isn't ready to pull the plug on this dream, but I just can't picture myself spending the money and going through the let-down of a BFN again. It scares the crap out of me. And for right now, I quit.

So, while I take some time for myself to figure out what I really want, please know that I am on the sidelines rooting for you all and praying that all of your prayers are answered. You are all fabulous women and deserve those take home LO's, and I don't want to see anything less for any of you. I definitely wouldn't have been able to get through the past years without all of your support.

Much love to you all!! Now I need to go catch up a bit.

Edwina.McDunnough · June 2012

Huge hugs ! I hope that you find clarity and peace with your decision to move forward with treatments or with other avenues, and comfort knowing that you can always change your mind if that feels right too. We're always here for you!

AmCheri · June 2012

Love and hugs to you! I miss seeing your cheery avatar around these parts.

The place I'm in is simpatico with you. It sucks. And it's exhausting.

I'm glad you're taking time for yourself. So important! While you're on the sidelines, you are never far from our thoughts. Hugs

Mrs.McIrish · June 2012

Waving hello! I am quitting too. Hugs.

reb259 · June 2012

I have missed you and I am one cycle away from being done as well. Bigs hugs...you have all my contact info so make sure you let me know when you are back in Houston!

xoxox

Aegis2005 · June 2012

We've missed you, but I totally understand why you needed to get away. I hope a break from thinking about it helps give you clarity in one direction or the other.

(((hugs)))

NMscubagirl · June 2012

((hugs)) we will miss you terribly, but I am glad you are getting to a place that you feel comfortable. Putting our minds and bodies through this is more than anybody should ever have to endure. GL with whatever road you are on and you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

jessican08 · June 2012

((BIG HUGS)) BeeBee.

Good luck in whichever path you decide to follow.

Mrkyrain · June 2012

Hi BeeBee. We have missed you but I am glad that you are taking time to figure out what the right path is. Sometimes it's more scary to stop and think than to blindly push forward. Whatever your decision we are all here for you if/when you need us.

illinigal · June 2012

Love and hugs always sweetie. Best wishes no matter what you decide.

missred75 · June 2012

It's OK to step back and re-assess. I hope that no matter what you decide that you and DH are able to come to terms with whatever you decide. ::hugs::

vanessagorc · June 2012

HUGS and Hello!!!!!!!!!!! I wish u happines with whatever u decide. I often felt that way thru my treatments, it's ultimately only a decison u and ur dh can make. GL!!!!!!

Mayan2011 · June 2012

Nice to see your name on the board again - I miss you - but do understand.

GL with your decision.

MrsNap_515 · June 2012

BIG HUGS!!!!!

Hoping you and DH are able to come to agreement and peace with whatever decision lies ahead for you, i'm wishing you all the love & strength in the world!!

XV11Star · June 2012

I am in the same boat as you, or at least in my own boat on the same ocean? :-)

Sending you a big hug and best wishes and much happiness to you!

jillychris · June 2012

Hi, good to see you again!!!! I can only imagine how hard this conversation is for your and YH and I wish you the best as the two of you process where it is you want to be. No matter what your decision, we will still be here for you. Wishing you lots of peace as you figure out the next step in your journey!

eponine7682 · June 2012

Hey BeeBee! It is really nice to see you around. I have been thinking of you! I think it is perfectly healthy to take some time off and think about what you want. Whatever the future brings I just wish you tons of happiness. You are an amazing lady and deserve to be happy.

Thinking of you and sending huge hugs your way!

LaLe09 · June 2012

I've been thinking of you! Glad you popped in. I hope that you and your hubby come up with the best decision for you both. I know it's such a hard decision. good luck! keep us updated

theworms · June 2012

thinking of you and sending (HUGS)

i hope you and DH can find a compromise you both can agree on.

GL and please keep us posted

sterpstra10 · June 2012

Edwina.McDunnough:
Huge hugs ! I hope that you find clarity and peace with your decision to move forward with treatments or with other avenues, and comfort knowing that you can always change your mind if that feels right too. We're always here for you!

This exactly! Sending prayers, hugs, and love your way sweetie!

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