CD 60 ....{A small vent}

CashewsMommy · June 2012

Tomorrow will be CD 60. I promised myself i'd start the provera I have then.

But deep down inside, I keep thinking, "What if I have another annovulatory cycle again after this?" is it really worth it?

I just wish my body would kick into gear!!! I hate all of this.

jenn0021 · June 2012

I'm so sorry. I was really hoping your cycle would be shorter this month. Sending you ((hugs)). You have every right to hate this, it's completely unfair. Vent away!

delino · June 2012

That is just super sucky. Has your doctor said anything about going on bcp's to regulate your cycle?

vanessa lynne · June 2012

((HUGE HUGS))

stillbaking · June 2012

(((Hugs))) I understand well the frustration of long and sometimes anovulatory cycles. Both my doctor and my naturopath say that Provera can jump-start the body back into ovulating cycles.

Refresh my memory - do you have PCOS or has anyone investigated if you have PCOS/Syndrome X/Insulin resistance? I ask because your charts look a lot like PCOS charts with long cycles and erratic temps.

HopingforChange · June 2012

I am sorry this keeps happening. Long, anovulatory cycles are the worst.

KGS2003 · June 2012

I know exactly how you feel. I used provera to help me end a 100+ Cycle and now I am on CD 19 and sooo scared I am going to have another super long one.

I'm sorry you are going through this. My Dr said if my cycle is longer than 30+ days this time, I will have to go on BCPs to regulate them Sad That means 3 months of TTA.

I certainly hope they can figure something out for you. Long cycles are so discouraging. (((Hugs)))

Dear Cashews Body,

Quit playing games and get with the program. She doesn't deserve to be treated this way!

Sincerely,

KGS

Rawr08 · June 2012

I am so sorry hun! I wish your body would just get it's shiz together! Sending you some love!

Laurakat81 · June 2012

I'm sorry Cashews! I just don't get it and hate it right along with you! FX that your body does exactly what you want it to!

Allie-Jo · June 2012

I'm so sorry hun...I really hate that ANY of us have to deal with IF/TTTC on top of losses. Isn't there suppose to be some sort of balance??? (((MANY HUGS))) to you!

lavril · June 2012

Big ((((HUGS))))

CashewsMommy · June 2012

delino:
That is just super sucky. Has your doctor said anything about going on bcp's to regulate your cycle?

When we weren't TTC we did BCPs to regulate. But as soon as I got off them, it went back to the long cycles again. It does nothing afterwards.

CashewsMommy · June 2012

stillbaking:
(((Hugs))) I understand well the frustration of long and sometimes anovulatory cycles. Both my doctor and my naturopath say that Provera can jump-start the body back into ovulating cycles.
Refresh my memory - do you have PCOS or has anyone investigated if you have PCOS/Syndrome X/Insulin resistance? I ask because your charts look a lot like PCOS charts with long cycles and erratic temps.

No PCOS. All of the bloodwork came back normal, as did the ultrasounds. I do show a lot of outer symptoms of it though.

Gregermis · June 2012

((((hugs)))) it's so frustrating when our bodies don't cooperate! So sorry hun

buckeyebaby814 · June 2012

I'm so sorry hon Sad

I've been chart stalking you hoping to see a sustained temp-rise.

stillbaking · June 2012

Hmmm. I agree that you're showing the classic signs in your symptoms - irratic, jumpy temps, anovulatory cycles, BCP not regulating cycles for you. So frustrating, I'm so sorry

Did you decide to go with the provera today? (((HUGS))) I'm thinking of you. I hope your body gets it together soon.

VikingQueen · June 2012

ugh I'm sorry sweetie.. I hate when our bodies don't cooperate.

I forget.. have yall looked into doing fertility drugs or have yall tried them? Are you seeing an RE? Do they have a plan for you?

((hugs))

CashewsMommy · June 2012

VikingQueen:
ugh I'm sorry sweetie.. I hate when our bodies don't cooperate.

I forget.. have yall looked into doing fertility drugs or have yall tried them? Are you seeing an RE? Do they have a plan for you?

((hugs))

We did 4 rounds of clomid + trigger shot.

However, we are 100% OOP when it comes to treatments right now. Until I get a job with a better health insurance than my husband... this is all we can do right now. Unless we win the lottery.

VikingQueen · June 2012

CashewsMommy:
VikingQueen:
ugh I'm sorry sweetie.. I hate when our bodies don't cooperate.

I forget.. have yall looked into doing fertility drugs or have yall tried them? Are you seeing an RE? Do they have a plan for you?

((hugs))
We did 4 rounds of clomid + trigger shot.
However, we are 100% OOP when it comes to treatments right now. Until I get a job with a better health insurance than my husband... this is all we can do right now. Unless we win the lottery.

ugh that sucks.. I really believe IF treatment should be top notch on all insurance policies..