I just wanted to thank all of you for your responses and kind words. I am not ready to give up my dream of having my own baby, but I think we will definately explore adoption a little more closely in the near future. I do need to grieve my loss and be at peace with my decision. I do see a baby in my future whether it is a biological one or an adopted one. I will be a mom someday and that is all that matters. Thank you again and I'm sure you will be seeing more of me.
Re: Thank you to all who responded to my earlier post!
Ditto all the rest. I hope you reach your dream of expanding your family in the near future.
However it happens, come back and let us know. We're all rooting for you.