1. where are you?
2. what's weather like outside your window?
3. are you listening / watching anything? what?
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left?
5. do you wish you were taking a nap?

Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles,
It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar.
Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
Re: right now poll
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
Baby boy Henry born 2015.
Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
1. where are you? my ILs' family room in NY
2. what's weather like outside your window? very pleasant, slightly cloudy
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? looking at my laptop, hearing happy noises outside
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? a table with my camera on it
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? goodness, yes ;-)Our Thanksgiving Day baby 11/22/07
Pregnant with #2 with LPD, uterine polyp/hysteroscopy, DOR (AMH = 0.17), 2 c/ps
Our early Christmas present 12/9/10
1. where are you? My office....
2. what's weather like outside your window? Strange. I see some sun, clouds and it's been raining..
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? I have the radio on. Current song is Matchbox 20- Push
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? Papers..
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? Absolutely...
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!
K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days
SAIF/PAIF Welcome
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1. where are you? at work, counting down the minutes...
2. what's weather like outside your window? bright sunshine, mid 80s, perfect
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? just all the jibber-jabber of my labmates talking and doing experiments
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? my notepad/calendar
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? YES! The answer to this question is always yes! lol1. where are you? on the couch rest watching the movie The Vow. Just woke up from a nap, because my dog was barking for dinner
2. what's weather like outside your window? very rainy
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? the movie the Vow
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? my cell phone
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? I just woke up from one. I was working until 11:30 last night to catch up on some things because I was taking today off) and was so excited about transfer I didn't sleep well last night.
DX: 6/9/2011: Azoo ICSI/IVF only option for biological child
IVF #1: ER - 9/26 * ET - 10/1 * beta#1 10/13 - 140 * beta#2 10/17 - 477 * beta#3 10/20 - 1101
1st u/s at 6w6d - one hb * 2nd u/s at 8w3d - no hb detected 11/10/11 * natural m/c 11/13/11
FET #1 Jan/Feb 2012 - 3 delays - cancelled 2/13
FET #1.2 - May/June 2012 - ET 6/6/* beta#1 6/15 - 95 * beta #2 6/19 - 322 * beta #3 6/22 - 940
7/6 1st u/s @ 7 weeks - one beautiful hb - released from RE
EDD 2/22/2013
PAIF/SAIF/PGAL welcome
1. where are you? In my living room
2. what's weather like outside your window? Sunny and 70
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? The washing machine
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? Tv
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? I actually feel good today, so no. I need to vaccum and plant perreniels I bought over the weekend, tonight.
1. where are you? sitting on my counch
2. what's weather like outside your window? hot as a mo-fo!
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? I'm watching Guil.iana & Bill on my DVR
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? a big glass of ice water
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? absolutely!
After more than 2 years of fertility treatments, FET did the trick!
IVF March 2012 - BFP! - Severe OHSS = 8 days in the hospital in kidney failure
No heartbeat at 10w6d
FET August 27,2012 = BFP!
It's a boy!
My Blog - 3 Dogs, No Baby
1. where are you? Sitting at my desk at work
2. what's weather like outside your window? Havent' been outside in awhile, but I feel like it's warm and sunny, because my office is a little stuffy!
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? Nope. Unless you count the sound of the paper that keeps piling in on top of me. I almost can't dig myself out. I HATE the end of the school year!
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? My desk calendar, a pad of sticky notes and a turquoise fine print sharpie. (Pen stacked on top of sticky notes, on top of calendar, so all equally to my left!)
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? oh my goodness yes! I went home early yesterday, laid down and woke up 2 hours and 15 minutes later. Holy cow!
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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Multiple ectopics, 2 failed IVF's
IVF #1: Did not get to ET, embies all failed PGD (major chromosomal defects)
IVF #2: We have 2 chromosomally perfect embies as a result of PGD (Boy/Girl) 1 failed the thaw (Girl) Transferred 1, yet ended as a c/p
Thought it was the end of our TTC Journey 6/20/2012
SHOCK BFP 9/28/2012: IT'S A BOY! and everything is normal !!!!!!
Little A born 38w 2d on 05/23/13 and is a true miracle for this IF Vet!
1. where are you?
Just got home. Lost my debit card somewhere between the Dr office and my car.. So had to deal with all that.. ugh
2. what's weather like outside your window?
Nice, it's in the 70s and breezy.
3. are you listening / watching anything? what?
Yes, the Princess Bride is on TV
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left?
Water bottle
5. do you wish you were taking a nap?
I probabally will be soon
2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks
5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
IVF - May - BFN
6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
10/13 - BFP!!
It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!
1. where are you? At home.
2. what's weather like outside your window? Overcast and 13C.
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? Family Feud.
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? My victorian bulldog.
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? I am actually laying in bed ready to nap right now!! I just got back from a growth scan and decided not to go back to work!
1. where are you? work...exciting, right?
2. what's weather like outside your window? sunny!
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? elevator like music.
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? my kombucha!
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? I wish I was on a run in this weather!
Countless BFN(s)
Moving to IVF
IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy
Pressing Forward
IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN
FET. 2TFR'ed.
Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
Where do we go from here?
Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
Finally some (tough) answers.
IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!
Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224!
1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats! Overjoyed!
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
I'm a bit late....
1. where are you? On the couch
2. what's weather like outside your window? cool and sunny
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? Nope
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? Wedding picture
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? No I just woke up for the day. I have been working nights this week.
::: Married June 2003:::

TTC #1 since: Aug. 2008
Me: 34, DOR, MTHFR-A1298C (heterozygous), decreased blood flow to uterus, Mild Endo
DH: 38, Balanced translocation 5&10, unexplained MFI, normal SA and SCSA
Tx History: IUI 1&2= BFN
IVF# 1 W/ICSI= BFN
IVF# 2: cancelled d/t no response
IVF# 3= 1 egg retrieved=immature/not viable
IVF# 4= c/p
***CCRM ODWU***
Found DHs BT and Me-decreased blood flow to uterus
Recommended DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture. Decided to cycle locally
***New RE***
DE IVF# 1(cycle #6) w/pgd, (freeze all): 30R, 23M, 15F, slow/poor embryo development, 4 biopsied, 1 Normal "Norm"; DE IVF w/PGD, incorporate electro-acupuncture.
IVF# 6: (OE/DS) cancelled
IVF# 7: (OE/DS) 1R, 1M, 1F, arrested day 5
Plan-DE IVF# 2 (cycle #8): DE/DS in May 2015
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1. where are you? Home in bed.
2. what's weather like outside your window? Chilly with clear sky's.
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? No
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? My DH
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? No. I rarely nap. But I am ready for night night time.
06.10.12 +HPT 06.12.12 Beta #1 = 2,770 06.14.12 Beta #2 = 6,300
1st U/S 06.18.12 2nd U/S 06.25.12
09.24.12 It's a Boy!! ---> Jacob Owen
Our IF Journey Began: October 2009
**8 Failed IUI's, 1 Blighted Ovum, & 1 Failed IVF**
Dx: MFI, DOR w/MTHFR Homozygous A1298C & Hypothyroidism
03.2012 Lab Results: FSH 6.83 AMH 0.67 TSH 3.8 E2 17
SA 156 million 93% motility 3% morphology
**~PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome~**
1. where are you? home
2. what's weather like outside your window? cloudy
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? to my dog play on the carpet
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? a box of junk I need to go through
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? Just got up, so not right now! I am sure in a few hours I will be though!
TTC since March/April 2010
DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
IVF - January 2012: BFN
FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
1. where are you? work
2. what's weather like outside your window? sunny and gorgeous
3. are you listening / watching anything? my random mix of music on my computer what? lady gaga
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? my water bottle
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? OMG yes!
TTC #2 since June '08
~*DD 10.21.07*~
dx unexplained
IUI #1-4 BFN
IVF#1 June 2011 BFN
IVF#2 Dec 2011
Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634
EDD 8/25
*PAIFW/SAIFW*
1. where are you? Sitting at my desk
2. what's weather like outside your window? Sunny and warm
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? Nope, just staring at my screen
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? My cup of oatmeal and my water bottle
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? No, but I'd rather be laying down at leastMe: 32 - Stage II Endo / DH: 36 - Low count and morphology (1%)
IUIs 1-3 BFN, lap Dec. 2010, IUIs 4-6 BFN
IVF w/ICSI #1 - ER 2/8: 24R 19M 9F ET 2/13 2-5 day blasts (no frosties) = BFP - b/g twins!
E & C Born 10/19/2012
1. where are you? In my home office
2. what's weather like outside your window? Breezy and nice!
3. are you listening / watching anything? what? Yes, country music
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left? Giant water jug
5. do you wish you were taking a nap? Yes, yes and yes
Forever our's October 17th 2012
1. where are you?
Work
2. what's weather like outside your window?
My office does not have a window
3. are you listening / watching anything? what?
Nothing
4. what object/thing is immediately to your left?
My ice coffee tumbler from home.
5. do you wish you were taking a nap?
Kind of/
TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IVF Consultation, More Testing
Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
EDD: May 16, 2013
Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
Finally released from RE at 13w
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