Things are going.... I'm having a small panic attack ( I'm pretty sure it's just because of the date) because I feel like he's "stretching" a lot and thats what I thought Addison was doing when really she was dead and I was having contractions.
I had an NST on Tuesday so I'm pretty sure everything is fine. Just a scary day. This was the last time I was truly 100% happy. I wasn't anticipating today being hard. I know that tomorrow will SUCK!!!!!
On a happier note. My LO is huge. They are predicting bigger than Addison was. Yikes. But again this baby looks super healthy and perfect ( all of which I've heard before). I think next week we will be talking about when and how this LO will arrive.
I remember that post vividly, both for its hilarity at the time and the sadness afterwards. Have been thinking of you a lot lately; may tomorrow be much more peaceful than you anticipate. Lots of hugs for you and your husband.
I remember that post vividly, both for its hilarity at the time and the sadness afterwards. Have been thinking of you a lot lately; may tomorrow be much more peaceful than you anticipate. Lots of hugs for you and your husband.
Things are going.... I'm having a small panic attack ( I'm pretty sure it's just because of the date) because I feel like he's "stretching" a lot and thats what I thought Addison was doing when really she was dead and I was having contractions.
I had an NST on Tuesday so I'm pretty sure everything is fine. Just a scary day. This was the last time I was truly 100% happy. I wasn't anticipating today being hard. I know that tomorrow will SUCK!!!!!
On a happier note. My LO is huge. They are predicting bigger than Addison was. Yikes. But again this baby looks super healthy and perfect ( all of which I've heard before). I think next week we will be talking about when and how this LO will arrive.
Thanks y'all for asking
(((hugs)))
Remind me when your due date is?
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just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers as well. i'm a mama that had my son pass away during labour at 41 weeks 7 years ago. i have my sweet take home 1 year old sleeping peacefully upstairs now. my pregnancy was agony and anxiety filled but i had great care as it sounds you do too. i've followed your story from the start and my heart goes out to you as i know the pain and dark places you have been. have faith. my mantra was "dum spiro spero" (while i breathe i hope)-
hugs
*returns to lurkdom*
DS 9
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SS 15~
N born an Angel at 41 weeks 03-05-2005~
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Things are going.... I'm having a small panic attack ( I'm pretty sure it's just because of the date) because I feel like he's "stretching" a lot and thats what I thought Addison was doing when really she was dead and I was having contractions.
I had an NST on Tuesday so I'm pretty sure everything is fine. Just a scary day. This was the last time I was truly 100% happy. I wasn't anticipating today being hard. I know that tomorrow will SUCK!!!!!
On a happier note. My LO is huge. They are predicting bigger than Addison was. Yikes. But again this baby looks super healthy and perfect ( all of which I've heard before). I think next week we will be talking about when and how this LO will arrive.
Good to see you, sweetheart! I'm glad you and your little guy are doing well! I'll be thinking of you, as I have been. Extra strength to you for tomorrow. I can imagine how rough it will be. *hugs* Don't be a stranger!! We miss your face!
I will be sending so many T&P your way tomorrow. Your story just breaks my heart and really has stuck with me because my DD was born the same day. I think about you and your rainbow a lot and can't even imagine the pain you are going through. You are so strong and it's so great to see you check in. I can't wait to see pics of your little boy when he's born!
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Coming out from lurking to say hello, I remember that post... I think about you often Loveofmikeslife! You are in my T&Ps regularly. Best wishes and prayers for a happy and healthy remainder of your pregnancy and an easy L&D!
I remember that post. I'm sure every day is hard for you but obviously some will be worse than others. I think of you daily and send you best wishes for tomorrow, and the next day, and every day until that healthy, big, baby boy is in your arms. And then the days after that. You can come post here any time, we love to hear from you!
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Ditto this, was going to ask the same thing!
Things are going.... I'm having a small panic attack ( I'm pretty sure it's just because of the date) because I feel like he's "stretching" a lot and thats what I thought Addison was doing when really she was dead and I was having contractions.
I had an NST on Tuesday so I'm pretty sure everything is fine. Just a scary day. This was the last time I was truly 100% happy. I wasn't anticipating today being hard. I know that tomorrow will SUCK!!!!!
On a happier note. My LO is huge. They are predicting bigger than Addison was. Yikes. But again this baby looks super healthy and perfect ( all of which I've heard before). I think next week we will be talking about when and how this LO will arrive.
Thanks y'all for asking
Ditto- you are in my T&P everyday.
(((hugs)))
Remind me when your due date is?
*peeks out from lurking*
just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers as well. i'm a mama that had my son pass away during labour at 41 weeks 7 years ago. i have my sweet take home 1 year old sleeping peacefully upstairs now. my pregnancy was agony and anxiety filled but i had great care as it sounds you do too. i've followed your story from the start and my heart goes out to you as i know the pain and dark places you have been. have faith. my mantra was "dum spiro spero" (while i breathe i hope)-
hugs
*returns to lurkdom*
I also remember that post! ((((Hugs)))) momma!
ETA: I also Pm'ed you back.
Thinking of you... I can't wait to see pics of your new addition!!