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TTC After a Loss
ct103
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I'm fed up...with everything (whining inside)
ct103
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First off, it's June. There's a phantom version of myself lurking around me, and she's about to give birth.
Second, work sucks. Pregnant coworker is 3rd tri now, and the replacement we hired to cover her mat leave just isn't quite up to scratch. Translation= I'll be doing all the work while she's gone, all while thinking I should be with MY baby right now!
Third, I just have this god-awful feeling in the pit of my stomach that pregnancy is a long, long way away for me. Maybe it's my health concerns (hopefully will be resolved tomorrow at dr appt). But in general it's just a gut feeling that I have a long, long way to go. I feel like every second of every day the universe is saying "It's not YOUR turn!"
Sorry about the whining, I just needed to get this off my chest. You ladies are the only people who understand who don't just tell me to "get over it". Thanks for listening and giving me a moment to say what's actually on my mind.
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Re: I'm fed up...with everything (whining inside)
I'm so sorry you are having a rough day. I think we all have that fear it isn't going to happen for us again - I know I do. When I get down about it, and start questioning "if" my DH will tell me, "not if, when". Don't give up hope...and on the days it seems like it's too much, we'll be here to carry you through. ((hugs))
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Sorry you are having a rough time. Good luck at your Dr. appt tomorrow, maybe a little good news will go a long way in how you are feeling right now. (((hugs)))
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BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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I just wanted to offer hugs, I'm sorry you're having a rough time. Wish we were having another gtg this month and I'd buy you a drink!
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
I'm so sorry you're having a rough day. And no need to apologize about the whining... we get those bouts too!
I hope tomorrow goes well!
BFP#2: 07/04/12 EDD: 03/14/13
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((Hugs)) I'm being haunted by my 37-weeks-pregnant self right now, and it really, really hurts. I feel ya there. I'm so sorry you'll be picking up your co-worker's slack while she's on maternity leave--doing exactly what you should be doing. It's so stinkin' unfair.
And I'm with PPs in hoping that your gut is wrong. I hope your health concerns are resolved right away--and that your BFP (and take-home baby!) are right around the corner.
TTC #2 Since October 2011
RE testing results: DH- normal ME- DX:PCOS and One copy of MTHFR gene
IUI#1 Sept/Oct 2012-Follistim, Ovidrel, Metformin, Baby Asprin, Lovenox, Crinone, and Neevo Beta 10/24=BFN
No 2nd IUI but instead TI with Metformin, Baby Asprin, Neevo and Prometrium
BFP #4 5/4/13-EDD 1/19/14- grow little one, grow!
Beta #1@15DPO HCG-95, progesterone-25 Beta #4@24DPO HCG-2498, progesterone-30, 1st U/S 6mm,133BPM 2nd U/S 1.6cm, 167 BPM
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BFP #2 2.27.13 EDD 11.8.13 Grow, baby, grow!
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I am so sorry. Sometimes it does feel like the universe is rubbing it in a bit.
Good luck at your appointment- hopefully your health issues are easily resolved and you are one step closer to your take-home baby. It can be so hard when it feels like you are so far away from your goal, but remember that things can change on a dime. Much like a lot of us never saw ourselves in our current situations, you do not know where you will be 6 months or a year from now. ((Hugs))
BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12
BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
Ladies, I seriously cannot thank you enough for your kind words. You lot are SUCH an amazing beacon of light during such a dark time. I thought I knew how amazing you all are, but you have outdone yourselves on this one!
Sorry I did a bit of a P&R, I went to the gym and blew off a little steam right after I posted. It helped!
Not only did your words help, these wedding fail siggies have me in stitches! As soon as I find the perfect pic, I'll play along too!
Love you all! You just made a sad lady happy again!
ETA: I want to post an individual thank you to ALL of you, but I gotta eat some pizza now
Thank you so much for lurking and posting this! I've been stalking you and I am so, so happy for you. Raylan is gonna be amazing (he already is).
Hugs and love right back at ya. I'm so sorry!
Im sorry, I hope the calcium thing gets resolved soon! Thanks for your support.
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
That sucks about the replacement co-worker! All I can offer is ((HUGS)).
I 100% agree. Hopefully your apt. tomorrow goes well!
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
So sorry, CT!! I'm with everyone else on hoping you get some answers and resolution to your health issues tomorrow. I hope your take home baby and BFP are around the corner!!
Many, many ((((hugs))))
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
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So many hugs to you CT. I know all this weight makes life feel insurmountable right now, but you will get through it.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013