No point to my post really...
It's just bittersweet that up to this point I have been able to provide nothing but fresh BM for Avery everyday of her life and today I had to defrost a bag to keep up.
I had a mini panic attack until I realized that this is what I wanted. I wanted to start weaning myself from the pump. I for about two seconds contemplated adding another pump. I hope this gets easier!
How are all you doing either EPing or BMing?
Re: Had to defrost my first bag of BM in a year...
wow! Good job!
I am so over pumping but I have 4 oz in the freezer - yep 4. So I can't quit yet because I am determined to make it to a year w/o formula or WCM.
Keep up the hard work! I am ready to be finished but not ready to quit. I know it doesn't really make sense... I confuse myself with it most days!
I understand how you feel! I've always had an oversupply, but after LO is one year old (in two days!!) I want to gradually stop pumping at work and just nurse in the mornings and at night and let her have cow's milk and solid food at day care... so I recently started cutting out a pumping session at work (so now I only pump twice a day at work), and now on some days I need to defrost a couple of ounces of BM for her to keep up. I also got panicky when I first did this and thought about adding back in that pumping session, and had to remind myself that this is what I was TRYING to do... to decrease her dependence on me as her primary source of food!
I can't believe I've made it to one year! I wasn't sure that I would be able to but wanted to try. And here we are two days from her birthday, with a healthy stash still in the freezer, so I think I can safely claim success! I plan to let her keep nursing morning and night until 18 months or 2 years old, but I don't really know when she'll want to stop, so I've started to try to really treasure our times nursing... I just don't know how much longer we have, and it is such a special thing!