I just found out yesterday that I had a chemical pregnancy. I was a little over 5 weeks. I had a wierd feeling when I found out I was pregnant that something was wrong and when I started spotting, it confirmed all my fears. Although I researched all day and knew the good and the bad of what spotting could mean, I still just had a feeling that it wasn't good. Yesterday I made an appointment to see my OB with a tiny bit of hope that she would tell me that I was still pregnant. When she told me the news, I wasn't upset because I had already mentally prepared myself for the news. I kept filling myself with positive thoughts the rest of the day. I told myself to be strong and put a smile on my face while I was at work. When I got home today, I just broke down. I know that God has the right time planned for my pregnancy, but it still hurts my feelings that something we have been trying for a year to acheive was taken away. I am hoping that the reason for this loss will become apparent to me. As for today, I am just sad.