TTC After a Loss

Dang it!!! (and some huggin' at the end!)

I had a slight temp increase this morning so I thought I'd test again at 13dpo.  It was of course negative and then I used the bathroom one more time before leaving for work and BAM!  There she was...red as could be. Confused  On one hand, I wish I hadn't wasted the HPT, but on the other hand it was a blue dye.  I grabbed the wrong one off the shelf.  Oh well.  It's disappointing but not unexpected.  Here's to happy humping and trying again in June!

If I could, I'd also like to hand out hugs to everyone today!  And by everyone I mean, those who've graduated to PgAL, those who are here for yet another cycle, those who've felt the need to step away be it temporarily or for good, to those who are having a rough time with how things are going, those that stand up for their opinions and what they believe in, those that choose to steer clear of the posts that they are uncomfortable with, those who are sad and to those who are happy!  Why am I "hugging" everyone today?  Because I think that we all deserve it!  Regardless if I disagree with an opinion, it doesn't mean that I'm not thankful for each and every one of you.  You've all meant something to me since the time I started on this board.  It's how I feel about you ladies.  Whether you prefer blunt honesty or you lean closer to the P&R side, you've all been there for me in one way or another. For that...I thank you ALL. Left Hug

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      ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

       We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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Re: Dang it!!! (and some huggin' at the end!)

  • Sorry the old hag showed up with her baggage in tow!  :(Drinks Here's to FWP again when she leaves!  Hope your day is happy!
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  • Oh, Quigley, I'm so sorry she showed her ugly face. :(   Big *hugs* to you, too!
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  • I'm sorry about AF showing but I like your positive look. Thanks for the ((Hugs)) and I'm returning some to you too! Right Hug
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  • Thanks for the hugs Quigley!  I know I could use some.  Sending some right back atcha to counteract that BFN :(

    ((hugs))

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    Aw thanks QC!  I appreciate the hugs and want to give you some ((hugs)) back. 

    I think at the end of the day we are all women who are hurting and trying to make sense out of something that is very difficult to come to grips with.  We hurt each other in the process but I too want to give ((hugs)) to everyone.  I love you all and I love this community so much.  It has helped me during some of my darkest days.  That's no P&R, just the straight up honest truth.

     

    Yes

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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  • Right Hug

    I'm sorry you wasted the HPT (even though it was blue dye) and I am really sorry that you hit another CD1.

    Lots of hugs back to you!

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  • ugh sorry about AF

    and ((huge hugs)) to you as well hon.

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  • Not to steal your thread, but looks like you and I are CD1 buddies Sad.  Here's hoping next month we're BFP buddies!
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  • Sorry about AF.  Whether it's expected or not, CD1 totally sucks. 

    Thanks for the ((hugs)).  Right back atcha!  Left Hug

  • imageluvsdogs2:
    Not to steal your thread, but looks like you and I are CD1 buddies Sad.  Here's hoping next month we're BFP buddies!

    Sounds great to me!!!

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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  • ChloBubChloBub member

    I guess I didn't scare her off with my hair pull. Sad

    Great post, Quig. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) back to you!

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    I guess I didn't scare her off with my hair pull. Sad

    Great post, Quig. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) back to you!

    That's ok, I still appreciate the violent effort! lol  How are you doing this week?

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    imageQuigleyCat1:
    imageChloBub:

    I guess I didn't scare her off with my hair pull. Sad

    Great post, Quig. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) back to you!

    That's ok, I still appreciate the violent effort! lol  How are you doing this week?

    I'm doing really well. Still in LA until tomorrow. It has been just what I needed. Thanks for asking. XO

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  • BOOO for AF! I've had her show up before a pee stick was dry myself. 

    (((HUGS))) to you too!!! 


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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    imageMissMheMhe:

    Looks like she packer bags here and moved your way. So sorry about that! I'll lock her in the closet next time I see her.

    (((Hugs))) to you as well! Thanks!!

    How about none of the three of us ever sees her again?! (Well, for a long time...)

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  • Ugh. I'm sorry about CD1. Hoping it's your last for a looooong time.

    And ((hugs)) to you!
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    imageLaurakat81:

    BOOO for AF! I've had her show up before a pee stick was dry myself. 

    (((HUGS))) to you too!!! 

    Me too - it adds insult to injury.  I'm sorry AF showed up, (( Hugs ))


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    imageQuigleyCat1:
    imageChloBub:

    I guess I didn't scare her off with my hair pull. Sad

    Great post, Quig. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) back to you!

    That's ok, I still appreciate the violent effort! lol  How are you doing this week?

    I'm doing really well. Still in LA until tomorrow. It has been just what I needed. Thanks for asking. XO

    Good!  I'm so happy you and your DH had this opportunity for yourselves. :)

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

     Lilypie - (AW2u)
     

     Lilypie - (L84X)Lilypie - (D4Hj)

     

     

     

     

  • Big hugs for you!

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  • Your post was very nice, I think we all needed that.  And I am not a P&R personSmile 

    I'm so sorry about CD1 though, hope it's the last.

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  • vflipovflipo member
    AF is a hor. I'm sorry.
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  • Sorry about CD1. :( That sucks. Here's to a glass of wine this evening.

    And ditto on all the other stuff you said!

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  • imagevflipo:
    AF is a hor. I'm sorry.

    lol This was great!  You're right...she is a hor in all her red, devilish ways!  But with AF comes O so bring it on!!!!!

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

     Lilypie - (AW2u)
     

     Lilypie - (L84X)Lilypie - (D4Hj)

     

     

     

     

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