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~~**BeeBee**~~

reb259reb259 member
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Hey girl...where are you?  How are you doing?  I feel like I havent "seen" you in awhile.  Hope all is well, thinking about you!!
I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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  • BeeBee08BeeBee08 member

    Hey There!  I'm kind of around, I've been dropping by every now and then.  I'm in a very strange place right now.  I don't feel like doing this anymore and I feel really angry at everyone else (no offense to any of you lovely ladies, I'm irrationally angry at nothing).  I'm just giving myself a little break and I'll be back in full force.

    I'm sorry to be such a loser lately!!  I'm thinking about you all.  And thanks for thinking about me!

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

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  • reb259reb259 member
    I am sorry! i was the same way after my first miserable de cycle. I still sometimes feel that way. I am here for you...left me know if you need anything!
    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
    Report Reply
  • BeeBee08BeeBee08 member
    Thanks doll.  Hugs to you!  My family is really pissing me off right now too, so that's making it really hard.  Both sides are completely infatuated with our nephews and we don't get any attention anymore.  Sounds like I'm having a three year old temper tantrum, but my feelings are hurt.  I think that's where most of my anger is coming from.  I just need to grow the eff up!

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

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  • Delta04Delta04 member

    imageBeeBee08:
    Thanks doll.  Hugs to you!  My family is really pissing me off right now too, so that's making it really hard.  Both sides are completely infatuated with our nephews and we don't get any attention anymore.  Sounds like I'm having a three year old temper tantrum, but my feelings are hurt.  I think that's where most of my anger is coming from.  I just need to grow the eff up!

    :::butting in to give you a hug and to tell you that you are entitled to your feelings:::

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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  • reb259reb259 member
    imageDelta04:

    imageBeeBee08:
    Thanks doll.  Hugs to you!  My family is really pissing me off right now too, so that's making it really hard.  Both sides are completely infatuated with our nephews and we don't get any attention anymore.  Sounds like I'm having a three year old temper tantrum, but my feelings are hurt.  I think that's where most of my anger is coming from.  I just need to grow the eff up!

    :::butting in to give you a hug and to tell you that you are entitled to your feelings:::

    Couldnt agree more.  Right before xmas we took my IL's to brunch and my FIL spent the whole time talking and paying attention to my 4 yo niece (who he sees everyday)... It was irritating that he couldnt talk to us and enjoy the time we had together.

    Oh and my classy MIL decided to order off the brunch menu and run with the filet and lobster...since we were paying!

    Big hugs... will you be headed to the lone star sate any time soon?

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
    Report Reply
  • reb259reb259 member
    imageDelta04:

    imageBeeBee08:
    Thanks doll.  Hugs to you!  My family is really pissing me off right now too, so that's making it really hard.  Both sides are completely infatuated with our nephews and we don't get any attention anymore.  Sounds like I'm having a three year old temper tantrum, but my feelings are hurt.  I think that's where most of my anger is coming from.  I just need to grow the eff up!

    :::butting in to give you a hug and to tell you that you are entitled to your feelings:::

    Couldnt agree more.  Right before xmas we took my IL's to brunch and my FIL spent the whole time talking and paying attention to my 4 yo niece (who he sees everyday)... It was irritating that he couldnt talk to us and enjoy the time we had together.

    Oh and my classy MIL decided to order off the brunch menu and run with the filet and lobster...since we were paying!

    Big hugs... will you be headed to the lone star state any time soon?

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
    Report Reply
  • reb259reb259 member
    imageDelta04:

    imageBeeBee08:
    Thanks doll.  Hugs to you!  My family is really pissing me off right now too, so that's making it really hard.  Both sides are completely infatuated with our nephews and we don't get any attention anymore.  Sounds like I'm having a three year old temper tantrum, but my feelings are hurt.  I think that's where most of my anger is coming from.  I just need to grow the eff up!

    :::butting in to give you a hug and to tell you that you are entitled to your feelings:::

    Couldnt agree more.  Right before xmas we took my IL's to brunch and my FIL spent the whole time talking and paying attention to my 4 yo niece (who he sees everyday)... It was irritating that he couldnt talk to us and enjoy the time we had together.

    Oh and my classy MIL decided to order off the brunch menu and run with the filet and lobster...since we were paying!

    Big hugs... will you be headed to the lone star state any time soon?

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
    Report Reply
  • BeeBee08BeeBee08 member
    I was supposed to be heading there this month, but it looks like my plans are on hold for now.  Since I turned down the move to Houston, my reasons to travel there have become less urgent.  I'm trying to make some plans to come down there soon though!!!

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

    Report Reply
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