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in a funk.....

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I have been in a funk since yesterday morning. It started with putting on my shorts. I have been advoiding trying them on to see if they fit. I wish I would of just wear my jeans but it was such a nice day. Well after the second pair I gave up and called my mom to say we were going shopping to find me shorts to wear. This was wishful thinking!!! Every pair I tried on just made me feel worse. I know that some of it is from poor eating after our loss and it makes me even more frustrated with everything. Some of it is also from being pregnant. Just such a rude awaking to what I dont have and what I am left with. I keep reminding myself that if I get pregnant right away like I hope to in July, it will be put back on. I just wish I didnt feel this way, but I havent ever been this heavy. I really am trying to change my way of thinking but I am having a hard time with this. I just wish it was July....I really want something positive to focus on. Even if we dont get pregnant right away I would be one step closer to the outcome I have been look forward to. Sorry to be a downer....just wishing I could shake this!

BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
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BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds

Unexplained IF
BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
Beta 3:1248
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Re: in a funk.....

  • dtowngirldtowngirl

    :( I'm sorry. I've gained weight too and it's been making me angry. Actually, it recently made me angry enough to start working out regularly after being in a complete funk for a little over 2 months. I can't fit into any of my old pants.. let alone shorts. I just ended up buying new stuff for the time being.

    It looks like we're going to be on vacation at the same time so I'm also really looking forward to July! I hope you can get out of your funk sooner though. F/X that good things will start happening soon!

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  • nkempnkemp

    I'm sorry that you are feeling down.  I don't have any words of wisdom.  Just know that you are not alone in the funkiness.  I hope your week picks up & gets better.

     

    BFP #1~12/20/08, EDD~8/17/09, natural MC~12/23/08;
    BFP #2~5/25/09, DD born 1/27/10
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  • DaisyZHDaisyZH member
    I'm so sorry, that is really tough.  I don't have any advice, just (( Hugs )) for you.


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