dont know why i'm so teary eyed when my mom talks about vacation

BeckyP005 · May 2012

My mom just told me that my dad and her are going in June to visit her nieces that moved from Yugoslavia to Vancouver for a week. I started crying because I would of loved to go for a few days too since the last time I was in Yugo to see them was when I was 18.

Then few months back my mom said they were going for a month next year to Yugoslavia and I bawled then. What the hell is wrong with me? I can"t blame pms on EVERYTHING! I feel like IF has put a hold on everything and I can't even go on a effin vacation. I always traveled before and now it just stinks. I know I'm not the only one giving up vacations but would really love to see my relatives since they live in another country and all of my mom's 7 brothers and sisters are in Yugo. Eh...vent session is over.

10-4LilBuddy · May 2012

((hugs))

IF disrupts our lives in every way possible. It's impossible to plan for anything because we may need to be near our dr's offices for shots, monitoring, etc. Of course, even if our schedules were open, the high cost of all this effectively takes care of any "leftover" money we may have had to do all the cool stuff we wanted to do.

DH and I daydream about all the places we would love to go if we weren't paying all our money to our old house that we can't seem to sell and for our IF treatments (not a terrible amount since we are only doing IUI right now).

Hang in there.

annalisel · May 2012

I can so relate. At this point, a traveling vacation is so out of the question it isn't worth daydreaming about. But sometimes I get these ideas where I think "Oh, that would be fun to do", but then I remember, nope can't do that. It's so frustrating.