I'm am really, really down and I'm looking for any shred of hope I cn find.Friday night after work I took a HPT and got a BFP.Saturday morning I took another and again got a BFP.Saturday early afternoon I took yet another (FRER) and yup, BFP.This morning I took a fourth test -a FRER- and it was BFN.Im devastated. My beta is tomorrow. Is there any hope? Did anyone get positive hpts, then a negative and still get a positive beta?
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Re: XP: Looking for a shred of hope...please.
For whatever reason, I always got stronger positives on HPTs in the evening than I did in the morning. I once got a +HPT the evening of 7dp5dt, but a negative test the next morning. It was positive again that evening. My beta on 9dp5dt was 100 for that cycle.
Hope this morning was just a fluke!
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This gives me some hope. Thank you for sharing.
i just wanted to say good luck. I think lots of times it is determined by the concentration of the HCG in your body (how long its had to build up, etc). I wouldn't be so down on yourself--it is what it is, and thankfully you only have to wait until tomorrow to find out! Worrying will just make you sick. In my experience, I went to my beta pissed at the world because it was at 7:00 am before work, was 45 minutes away, AND I had been bleeding for a WEEK before the beta. I knew I was wasting my time--yeah, I was (and am) pregnant with identical triplets. Hang in there, your three BFPs give me great hope.
Just because---were you doing fertility treatments? Did you have an HCG trigger? did you test it out? could the BFPs be the trigger? How many dpo were you? (or DP transfer or whatever)? Good luck either way---just more info might help.
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5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
IVF - May - BFN
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9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
10/13 - BFP!!
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DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
IVF - January 2012: BFN
FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
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2006 start TTC
2007 Start w/ RE (Endo and MFI previous marriage)/ 2008 Vericocele surgery/3 clomid cycles
2009 Lap removed stage III endo/ 2 failed IUI/ Divorce
2011 Remarried
October 2011 Dx: Endo & DOR/ November 2011- clomid & TI cycle
January 2012 IVF~ Flare protocol 10 ER/ 9 mature fertilized with ICSI/ ET- 2 Grade A Blasts/ 4 frozen= BFN
Febuary 2012- -Endo Biopsy/ MTHFR diagnosis
March 8- FET 2 grade A blasts= BFP!!!!
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