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Just cleared my baby tracker.

LittleRoosMomLittleRoosMom
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So here's my story. 

I was asked to do a trial so my hospital could get certified to do down syndrome ultrasounds. I said sure! But I don't want to know the results. I had it done at 12 weeks and was called by my dr and he said he didn't like the measurements and wants me to go in for another one at a different hospital. I thought nothing of it. After having another one done I was called by my dr (I was sitting in the hospital parking lot waiting to leave) and was told to come first thing the next morning.

Our baby was measuring at 13 weeks instead of 4 and has a disorder where the brain never split and also hardly has grown. My baby has a 0% chance of survival. 4 days later I'm in the hospital having a d and c. It was the worst 2 days of my life. I feel lost, lonely, and confused.

I lost my baby at 14 weeks 6 days. It has only been 2 days and my heart hurts more than it has ever hurt. I have a lot of support from my family. But it doesn't help the hurt.  

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  • DatsmybbDatsmybb

    I am so sorry for your loss. I noticed that you posted on the Miscarriage board too and the ladies there are so wonderful.

    I am praying for you.

     

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  • weddedwifeweddedwife member
    I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Did you name your baby? Anything you'd like to share we would love to hear.

    I'm glad to hear you have a good support system; it will be crucial in the coming months. The ladies on this board are also truly wonderful and supportive and I hope you find some comfort here; I know I have.
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  • BootsOrHeartsBootsOrHearts member
    I'm sorry for your loss. I don't know what to say to make it better, I'm going through something similar and it just does hurt. There's been ups and downs since, I just hope soon there are more good days than bad soon. Be good to yourself. 
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  • khays8785khays8785 member
    I'm so so sorry to hear.. (HUGS)) and T&Ps
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