letter to my little angel on mothers day

whiteroses05 · May 2012

I wanted to share with my fellow loss mommies a letter I wrote to my little one. To my little angel,Today I am writing you this letter to let you know I am thinking of you. Today is a special day for mommy. Today isnt just an ordinary mothers day for mommy. Today I am celebrating the time I carried you closest to my heart. I want you to know that there isnt a day that goes by that mommy and daddy dont stop to think about you. Today I would still be carrying in my belly feeling your kicks to tell me a happy mothers day. I know though that you are with all of my loss mommy's babies watching us as we go through this day. I also wanted to tell you that even though this day makes me think about daddy and I trying again here in a couple months, in no way are we going to ever forget you. I know that when we have your little brother or sister that you will be watching over them as a older sibling. I also wanted to say sorry we didnt get more time together. Mommy wishes for this everyday that she could of held you or got to know whether you were my son or daughter. I regret not being able to protect you from getting sick. However, many regrets I carry with me. You will never be one because you were one of the GREATEST gifts mommy has ever recieved. Daddy and I love you and carry you in our hearts everyday. We miss you sooo much! So here is my promise to you on this day. I will use today to remember the time we shared. I will sit with your daddy and grandparents today and celebrate that. I know that probably no one will wish me a happy mothers day, but I know you are. So i will celebrate you today. Love you my little angel.Love always,Mommy