TTC After a Loss

Six months later...

Six months ago was the worst day of my life. I will never forget all those feelings when the Dr. told us the baby was gone. This weekend was extremely tough with Mother's Day and then the 6 month anniversary today. I also added a lovely BFN into the weekend mix just to keep it interesting. I had really let myself get too excited about this month. I think mostly because my boobs honestly grew like an entire cup size and came complete with a few stretchmarks. Awesome. So now I am just waiting for AF to show her ugly face so we can get on with the next cycle. This next one will be our first medicated cycle.

So needless to say this day kinda sucked. BUT I did get a call and our house on base is finally going to be available in June!! Sooo excited! Now we have to move again, but I am so happy we will be on base. The town we live in is super shady so I don't feel very safe here, I will be so much happier at the new house when DH is gone. We have been married for just shy of 2 years, and this will be our 5th address. Very exciting stuff! 

Hope you all had a wonderful Monday and enjoyed my ranting!

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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    Big (((HUGS))). 6 months is a really tough milestone.
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  • I'm sorry that you had such a horrible weekend.  I'm so glad that you got the house!
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    I'm so sorry,6 months is a tough milestone.  Congrats on the housing though!!


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  • KDS1987KDS1987 member
    Thanks for the support! Six months was a rough milestone. One that I (as well as probably most of us) thought I would experience while pregnant with baby #2, but it doesn't work like that all the time apparently! So glad I have you guys to turn to when this TTCAL journey sucks!
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  • I know how you feel. Last week was the 6 month anniversary of that fateful u/s where we found out the baby had died. Today is the 6 month anniversary of my D&C. 

    Great news about the house, at least! ((hugs)) 

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  • ((hugs)) I'm sorry you're dealing with these tough dates.  But, hopefully the move will be something to look forward to and plan for.  GL with your move!
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    ((((hugs))))) for the BFN & your 6 month anniversary. but congrats on the new house!
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  • ((hugs))  good luck with your upcoming move and medicated cycle!!
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  • ((hugs))  This is a milestone I am not looking forward to.

    Best of luck with your move!

  • YAY for the House!!!! Boo for the milestones. Hope you have a better week and I'm thinking about you. {{HUGS}}
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  • KDS1987KDS1987 member

    I am kinda late on this, so I am sure most of you won't see this but just in case you do I just wanted to say thank you so much for your support. I really appreciate it. It was a hard milestone, but I survived.

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