Six months ago was the worst day of my life. I will never forget all those feelings when the Dr. told us the baby was gone. This weekend was extremely tough with Mother's Day and then the 6 month anniversary today. I also added a lovely BFN into the weekend mix just to keep it interesting. I had really let myself get too excited about this month. I think mostly because my boobs honestly grew like an entire cup size and came complete with a few stretchmarks. Awesome. So now I am just waiting for AF to show her ugly face so we can get on with the next cycle. This next one will be our first medicated cycle.
So needless to say this day kinda sucked. BUT I did get a call and our house on base is finally going to be available in June!! Sooo excited! Now we have to move again, but I am so happy we will be on base. The town we live in is super shady so I don't feel very safe here, I will be so much happier at the new house when DH is gone. We have been married for just shy of 2 years, and this will be our 5th address. Very exciting stuff!
Hope you all had a wonderful Monday and enjoyed my ranting!
Re: Six months later...
My Blog: One Emerald
BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
TTC Since Summer 2011
BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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I know how you feel. Last week was the 6 month anniversary of that fateful u/s where we found out the baby had died. Today is the 6 month anniversary of my D&C.
Great news about the house, at least! ((hugs))
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
Remembering Robby
Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.
June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!
***PGAL/PAL WELCOME***
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
((hugs)) This is a milestone I am not looking forward to.
Best of luck with your move!
I am kinda late on this, so I am sure most of you won't see this but just in case you do I just wanted to say thank you so much for your support. I really appreciate it. It was a hard milestone, but I survived.
TTC Since Summer 2011
BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
PGAL/PAL Always Welcome