Can I join you ladies also?

mikeANDjen448 · May 2012

I have been TTC since May 2010. TTCAL since last July... I just need a home-badly I used to be active on TTCAL until January this year when there was a lash out from one of the nest boards and I had just experienced my second MC and it was just too hard. That said, I had to leave the board for a while for my own well-being. I soooo missed all of the ladies on TTCAL, and then several days ago I reintroduced after lurking for a month or so and I just don't feel at home there anymore. Most of you here I know, but the ladies there, while great and supportive, are so optimistic and sometimes I just can't handle it. Especially since now we are moving from Clomid to Femara and my body is totally F*cked up. I don't have a clue about O despite charting etc and I just can't look at may more "hopeful" posts about eating hot dogs, etc (not that i fault them.... I wish I wasn't bitter) but I am bitter a bit and just want to be at home somewhere where the responses and support I can offer are fully understood and if I'm ever having a hard day myself that it is truly accepted by others that have been fighting for this for as long as I have and get where I'm coming from (that I don't mean any disrespect but sometimes it's hard when someone has been TTC for a little while, then has a MC and gets KTFU after a cycle or two and then gets their take home baby and I'm going wtf is wrong with me!?!) (sorry-today is a bad day....). Can I be a part of you wonderful ladies here??

delino · May 2012

I'm sorry that you're finding yourself here, but welcome. (((HUGS))) Bad days are tough.

HopingforChange · May 2012

We have all been there. I hope this board helps; I just joined myself, but welcome.

mikeANDjen448 · May 2012

Thanks ladies. Sorry for being so bitter earlier. I really do want to give support. I was just having an off day. Thx for being so understanding and welcoming.

buckeyebaby814 · May 2012

I had wondered where you had disappeared to. I'm sorry to hear it's because things were tough for you, but completely understand that. Sorry you find yourself here, but welcome.

tdmd09 · May 2012

I totally understand where you're coming from. ((hugs)) Welcome to the group!

CashewsMommy · May 2012

I am so sorry to see you over here. {{{hugs}}}

ktsnshn · May 2012

Welcome. I have days where I really struggle with watching those quick turn aroinds too. I remember when I thought that was going to be me, and now I am still here almost a year later with two angel babies. ((hugs))

mikeANDjen448 · May 2012

Thanks for your warm welcome

I wish I had disappeared for a different reason, but alas, it was due to bitterness and sorrow! But I am soooooo thankful that you accept that over here and won't flame me for having a quick response or not being overly optimistic. AANNNDDD.... It's SO nice to recognize most if not all of you! I feel like I found my group of girls again! Sadly, we are not at PGAL together but I'm still glad we have one another

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