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AW- 2 good weeks in a row

nuttycoconutnuttycoconut member
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I wanted to write a positive post since all of April was very difficult for me. May feels like a breath of fresh air. I actually had my s*it together at work so my students were very calm and well behaved (for the most part!) I have been feeling a little bit more like myself. When people ask, "how are you?" I don't feel like giving a rude response or shrugging my shoulders. I can actually say, "ok," and mean it. I can hold a proper conversation without feeling a thousand triggers each time someone says something that makes me think of Max and Molly. I wake up without feeling the overwhelming, crushing sadness and grief. I sing in the car. I feel thankful for my husband, friends, and family. I peek at new babies on fb (but still don't "like" their pictures and I'm still unsubscribed from them!) I hope this feeling lasts for a while. I hope the bad moments happen less often and are more brief. Anyone else having an ok day, week, month? 
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IVF #1 BFP b/g twins!; loss at 23 weeks due to I.C. and PTL. IVF #2 BFP 5/26/12; due date 2/6/13; TAC surgery 7/20/12, blessed with another girl & boy! 

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Re: AW- 2 good weeks in a row

  • foxxy1foxxy1 member

    You know, this month is considerably better than last!

    I do the FB thing too...I check up on friends who gave birth/giving birth/or close to delivering occasionally but I don't comment on their statuses or pics. They're very well hidden. :)

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  • tuscanbride2007tuscanbride2007 member
    Happy to hear that you are having a better month. I hope your refreshed feelings stay with you. I have actually gone a full day without crying, still sad, but small bits of happy moments are starting to enter back into my life. 

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • whiteroses05whiteroses05 member
    Its always good to hear that things are getting better. I also have found that things have been slowly getting better. I have my moments still, but find I am actually able to smile more. I looking forward to the up coming months with our vacation coming up and also our anniversy. I hope everyone else is doing well.

    BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
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    BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds

    Unexplained IF
    BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
    beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
    Beta 3:1248
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  • tubbsy32tubbsy32
    I'm happy to hear you are doing well! I have been doing pretty well lately too. I actually "chit-chatted" with someone on the playground the other day; usually I had been feeling annoyed with anyone who tried to talk to me. Let's enjoy the good while it's here :)
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  • BootsOrHeartsBootsOrHearts member
    This gives me hope. :-)
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    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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