My appointment today included a check of my cervix. I am at 1.5 cm and 70% effaced. Not a big deal, but it is making progress, and that makes it real. All along, my plan was that DH will either be here or not, and I had all the confidence that I could handle him being out of town. I cried all the way home. I am so scared to do this alone now. Our families are several states away, so I only have a few friends that I'm not really close with. I hope I won't be like this for the next several weeks, it's going to suck!
For my little man...I only knew you in my heart.
D&C 3/1/11
EDD 9/8/11

Re: 37 wks and starting to freak out
Good luck!!