I don't know why but I am super emotional about G turning one. Everytime I think about it I want to cry. I am so happy that he is going to be a year old, that he's growing and learning to do new things everyday. But I am also VERY sad that he is growing so fast and won't be my little baby anymore. DH has been really supportive of me and my feelings but sometimes I think he just wants to laugh at me for being so emotional because he thinks I'm silly because he just doesn't get it.
And it doesn't help that everytime I think I am getting the hang of this mom thing, something happens and I feel like I'm never gonna get it. So then of course that makes me feel like I can't do this and that makes me want to cry. No wonder I think DH wants to laugh at me, I cry at just about everything now it seems. Oh well, I guess I'm just hoping that there are others like me out there so I don't feel all alone with these crazy feelings.
Re: Super emotional
I am like you--so emotional! Of course I love seeing her grow up but I love having a baby too and those days are numbered!
I started getting all emotional about it the other day and DH just didn't get it. I told him he was dead inside.
I am extremely emotional about it. I just dont let anyone see because nobody will get it! Its kinda frustrating and lonely.... The few people that I have left that I am close too do not have kids and they dont get it. DH is just soul-less. LOL! He compeltely doesnt get it.....
Thank god for this board! At least we have eachother!
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