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So much anxiety

I have so much anxiety about tomorrow.  We have our 2nd ultrasound and I hate that i feel like this before each appointment.  I know that I really should not be worried.  We saw a heartbeat at 5 weeks 5 days and it was already 94bpm which I have been told is really good at that point.  Plus, the baby was measuring right on schedule.  My Surrogate is still feeling very pregnant.  Very tired and queasy on and off.  I hate that I am not ignorant to pregnancy anymore.  When I was PG with my DS I never even thought anything could or would go wrong. 

Please give me some postive thoughts so I can get out of this funck :(

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Re: So much anxiety

  • everything sounds to be progressing nicely! i know about worrying, but try to take comfort in the good news you've had. best of luck on your u/s...i'm sure it will go well! i always said a little prayer before going in for those with DS and it always made me feel better. :)

    8/09 DS born, pregnant 1st try with him...he's perfect. 8/10 BFP, 1st try...Blighted Ovum. D&C 10/10. 4/11 BFP...Chemical Pregnancy. 5/12 BFP...FHR 110 at 7 weeks, measured only 6 weeks. No heartbeat at 8 weeks. Miscarriage. 3 IUI cycles with clomid. all BPN. 4th IUI cycle with injectables (follistim 75iu & ovidrel). BFP, ending in miscarriage.
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    I wish I could offer you comfort and not sure this will help.....but everything for my last pregnancy was PERFECT. No signs of any issues whatsoever. Was told after a HB, chance of m/c is 1%, measured perfect and NT scan perfect. Clearly everything was not perfect and I really don't know what milestone will give me comfort next time.  So I would just try to take it day by day as most of this is not in our control.  I'm not religious but I do think all of this takes a certain bit of faith.  Hang in there.

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    6/20/11 mc @ 5wks
    10/19/11 mc @ 17wks- Trisomy 18
    IUI #1 4/26/12 BFN
    Moving on to IVF in July
    37 with DOR...fabulous
    ER 7/14/12 6R 5F, ET 7/17 3 embies, beta #1 7/26: 147, beta #2 7/28: 326, beta#3 7/30: 422...ugh, beta#4 7/31: 607...hopeful, beta #5 8/2: 1280, beta #6 8/7: 7184 and u/s shows 1 possibly 2 sacs! 8/14 2 beautiful heartbeats! 9/24 we are TEAM BLUE!!!!!
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  • Everything is going to be great! You are going to see the heartbeat and walk fearlessly into the next phase of your life. We are all here for you, praying. Can't wait to hear the results tomorrow!!!
    Conceived DD after 15 cycles--- TTC #2 since 11/10---Me- Poor egg quality and supply---DH- Poor count and motility---2 rounds 75IU Follistim/IUI-BFN---5/12 150IU Follistim/IUI-Over-produced! Converted to IVF! 0 fertilized:( Rescue ICSI performed. 2 embryos transfered-BFN

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  • Sending you lots of positive u/s vibes! Fingers crossed for a great appt tomorrow!
    After many years and tears our baby boy is finally here
    Born 11-6-10

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  • Everything will be wonderful, you'll see that little heartbeat and feel better.  Just keep praying and have faith that this is it.  Thoughts and prayers for you, your family, and the surrogate.

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    DD conceived after 3 years of ttc.
    MFI - DH had varicocele repair and took Clomid to get DD b. 02/2010

    TTC #2 since 6/2010
    10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
    A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013. 
    DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair. 
    Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies. 
    Wishing, hoping, waiting.


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