I don't know why exactly...

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · May 2012

but I've been really sad lately. I keep having these short little memories of Corbin. they're mostly happy ones but they make me miss him more and more. The last 2 mornings our dog has woken me up at 4:30 and 3:30 in the morning. I let him out and then stand there and start crying because the last time I was up at that hour it was because Corbin was crying and needed his diaper changed and to be fed. We finally put pictures of Corbin up around our house. That may have something to do with it. I love having them around and I love seeing his beautiful face but I just miss him so, so much. He was so cute and he was such a funny little baby. We have one picture where my DH is holding him and he's holding his nose and one where he was all passed out after a bottle and I rested it in his arm and he looks like he passed out from being drunk. He was totally my DH (still is). Sorry for the rambling. I'm just sad and miss my baby and want him back so bad.

magdalina.h · May 2012

((hugs))

ETA: I know why exactly, you've lost a baby and you are still so fresh. You are still managing and figuring out your way of grieving. I'm glad you put up his pictures.

tuscanbride2007 · May 2012

No need to apologize for rambling. You have a right to your feelings and that's why we are here; to listen. We all have different stories, but we all know what it is like to grieve for our beautiful angels. I am so sorry you are feeling sad. Big hugs to you.

jbranden12 · May 2012

((hugs)) We understand.

DH and I finally put up a collage a few days ago, and it's the first thing I see when I get up in the morning and the last thing I see before I go to sleep. It makes me think about Patricia and miss her more, but I love seeing them and remembering.

blessedhope · May 2012

((big hugs))

johnnys june · May 2012

I went through the exact same "phase" of emotions when we put up a couple pictures of Logan. A few months later I made a photo book (off Shutterfly) with all my belly pictures and his NICU pictures, and again, the sad phase. I think it's part of working through it. It's neither good nor bad, it just is. Having the pictures us will always be bittersweet, but the sweet part makes it worth it. *hugs*

eroplane · May 2012

Big hugs.

xxswebbxx · May 2012

HUGS.

We just hung pictures of Olivia today. I'm glad they finally came in because we are gonna start packing away baby things this weekend.

littlepenguin2012 · May 2012

Big, big hugs Flutter. I know how hard it is when you see those pictures around for the first little while. We hung up Lucian's sunset and my favorite photo of him in our living room. It was really hard at first, but I'm glad we did it.