Coming out from the Shadows...

johnnys june · May 2012

*** warning, rainbow pregnancy mentioned ****

Hi lovies!

First of all, I want to apologize for not being around or as supportive as I should be the past month or so. I have been lurking, but I've felt caught in this time eluding space where I can't find the words or the energy to make sense of my own emotions. Being pregnant after a loss isn't something you can plan for (then again, neither is losing your child). It's been a difficult journey physically and emotionally -- and even now, I feel as though that sentence is warranted a complaint because I know there are women who have it worse than I do. Please know that I am never far away. I still read your posts, cry for you, send my thoughts, prayers and good vibes your way.

Second, to all the new loss mom faces around here...I am so sorry you have to be here. I am sorry for each of your losses. I'm glad you found this board though. The women here are truly angel mothers. Their strength, encouragement, and support is endless.

*hugs* to you all!!!!

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · May 2012

Glad to see you back! I don't think you're "complaining" at all. I'm not even at the TTCAL point yet but I can understand how difficult being pregnant again can and will be. I see from your ticker you're getting close! Yay! Hoping and praying everything goes well and you welcome a healthy rainbow soon! {{HUGS}}

magdalina.h · May 2012

holy sh!tballs, how are you 30w already?!?

careyalis · May 2012

magdalina.h:
holy sh!tballs, how are you 30w already?!?

This! It's good to have you back

foxxy1 · May 2012

I'm so happy to hear from you! And you're 30 weeks!!! Soooooooo close!!!

johnnys june · May 2012

magdalina.h:
holy sh!tballs, how are you 30w already?!?

I know, right!? Time has flown. My doctor was so excited I made it to "three, zero" as she put it....but...then I went to L & D yesterday for too many contractions. I'm home with meds now....but this is part of my stress the last few weeks! I only have to make it 6 1/2 more weeks. Thanks for the welcome backs!!!! I've missed you ladies...tons!

Heatherhah · May 2012

I saw your post yesterday I am so happy they were able to help you yesterday. Also it is nice to have you back as well.

magdalina.h · May 2012

johnnys june:
magdalina.h:
holy sh!tballs, how are you 30w already?!?
I know, right!? Time has flown. My doctor was so excited I made it to "three, zero" as she put it....but...then I went to L & D yesterday for too many contractions. I'm home with meds now....but this is part of my stress the last few weeks! I only have to make it 6 1/2 more weeks. Thanks for the welcome backs!!!! I've missed you ladies...tons!

I was in L&D a week after I passed my "Aidan date" because of not passing the NST. Stinkin' rainbow babies freaking us out. I'm glad you're home.

nuttycoconut · May 2012

Hi! I saw your post yesterday too and was really worried. I'm glad you are home and resting. I hope you have an uneventful 6.5 weeks! Thanks for checking in over here!:)

weddedwife · May 2012

Johnny's, you scared the CRAP out of me with this post title! I haven't been on PgAL in a few days I guess! So glad you have made it this far, you give me so much hope!

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johnnys june · May 2012

weddedwife:
Johnny's, you scared the CRAP out of me with this post title! I haven't been on PgAL in a few days I guess! So glad you have made it this far, you give me so much hope!

*hugs* Didn't mean to make you poop your pants!!!! LOL. And thanks, lovey.