Can I come on over?
HopingforChange
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Well, most of you probably have seen me on TTCAL. IRL, I'm Jennifer. I had my miscarriage in August, and I have had issues regulating my cycle since then. Currently, I am on a 70-plus day cycle. I have a consult with a specialist schedule for June 1, so, until then, we are just waiting. I have slowed down my posting on TTCAL recently as I am now working two jobs (I'm a college advisor and I write freelance articles). Part of my inactivity, though, is my sadness at being left behind month after month and, now, my complete absence of hope (for awhile--I anticipate that it will get better in time). With no cycle, there is no 2ww and no chance of a BFP. That statement makes me sound super depressed, but I am handling it pretty well day-to-day. It's just that, sometimes, seeing some of the TTCAL posts is hard. Anyway, that's where I am at.
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Re: Can I come on over?
BFP #1 07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
My Blog: The Canadian Housewife PGAL/PAL Welcome My Chart
Welcome hun. I am so sorry to see you over here.
I really hate hell cycles, they're so horrid. I hope yours ends soon!
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
Welcome and (((hugs))). I'm wish none of us had to be here. I'm currently on CD87 and will be taking provera on Monday to get things moving.
I hope your appointment is helpful and will give you hope again.
BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!!
BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
Welcome.
The getting left behind is why I moved over, and why I almost never bother on the main board now. It's just too hard trying to get to know newbies who get their BFP and move on. I'm happy for them, but incredibly sad for me.
Thanks, Jen. I am so sorry you, or anyone else, is able to empathize, and I know you have been through hell and back. It's nice to just have somewhere to go for support. Anyway, thank you for the warm welcome!
Ha! Yes, it doesn't seem like that long in some ways, and, in others, it feels like ages! I guess that is true of life in general, though?? I hope the specialist helps, too--at the very least, it's an attempt to move forward. Thanks for the good wishes, Petra.
Thanks, Erin. I am glad you all are here for support. If we have to do this, might as well do it together... I am annoyed with the wait until June but am also hoping that it gives me time to deal with the disappointment and just get the situation in hand (as much as possible). Thank you for the welcoming words.
Thanks, Wicked. And, congrats on the house (the new ticker is adorable!).
Yeah, I have been "eligible" for awhile now but putting it off for this exact reason. I just didn't want to admit it had reached the point it has. Thinking about that too much puts me on edge. But, I am relieved there is somewhere for me besides TTCAL itself. I wish everyone on there well, but it stings sometimes.