I think today might be the day.

lizby · May 2012

I don't know why, and it's not the first time I have said it, but today really feels different. Other times that I have said it have come out of frustration and impatience. Today when I woke up, though I am still experiencing alot of discomfort, I feel very calm and clear headed, whereas before today I have been feeling panicked and nervous. I am just calmly walking around the house , listening to music, and making some preparations:getting our hospital bags together and ready to go, tidying up, and making things comfortable, all the while feeling uplifted and relaxed. I'm hoping that all this is a sign that baby is getting ready to make her debut, and not the more likely cause (that I have finally lost it

).