DH and I have decided to keep this baby and are starting to get excited. Although I am still coming to grips with everything, I can actually visualize having 2 under 2 now. My heart isn't fully at peace yet, and my mind is still running 100 miles an hour, but I am excited to get the pregnancy stage over with and focus on moving forward as a family. I am already a stay at home mom, and we can financially afford another (although we are not rich by any means), so although this baby will add to the chaos, it will not completely throw off the life we already have established.
Thank you for all of your words of encouragement and advice. Also, to the person who said they sent me a PM, the bump won't let me access my email, so I have not yet read it, but thank you for taking the time to talk to me.
Re: F/U to Encouragement
I'm late to the party, but I sent you a PM. It's pretty much irrelevant now.
Congratulations! I am sure it seems overwhelming, but you can do it! Sometimes the best parts of life are unplanned.