TTC After a Loss
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I'm super lame.
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I'm 8 DPO. Im ashamed to admit I actually POAS stick, and was still disappointed that it was negative. Shame on me, I've been doing this WAY long enough to know better. I'm even buying into the phantom symptoms and every time I get gas I'm like ZOMFG IMPLANTATION CRAMPS, I AM TOTES KU. Berg. I'm now THAT girl. TTCAL is a huge mind f**k.
Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
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Re: I'm super lame.
TTCAL is a total mind f**k...and while it sucks, and I'm sorry you get a BFN, now it's time to STEP AWAY FROM THE PEE STICKS! Don't keep doing it to yourself until it's reasonable to test. You're only going to make the mind f**k worse.
Now, here's some potachos to make you feel better. And a ((hug))
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
Love it! If it makes you feel any better, your post made me laugh! See some good can come out of it! Step away from the pee sticks, I wish you the best of luck... but not for a few more days!
TTC Since Summer 2011
BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
PGAL/PAL Always Welcome
Ahahaha...no, I was successful in that regard. Although I have another, even MORE epic pee story, but I will only bring that out the next time someone here really needs a pick-me-up. Trust me, it's a doozy though.
And KPs - potatchos? Seriously? I'm going to be searching Pinterest all night for that recipe!
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
Potachos. Yes. Seriously. I'm drooling just thinking of them. They're my favorite fatty food, and I'm just realizing that a large part of the world does not know about them! Sadness. So yes, go focus on finding a recipe instead of peeing on things!
Hilarious!!! We all do it, but you are actually willing to admit it. I am only on cycle day 5, and today was pathetic enough to think "well last time i tested positive at 10 dpo, so what day would that be". And I even bought 25 wondfo hpt's to "track my hcg down to 0" and when I took the first one, it was already negative. So now I've got 24 internet cheapies buring a hole in my empty uterus. SAD!
Oh and question... how many cycles did it take you to get back to your "normal"?
Aahaha. Awesome analogy.
Well, I'm still on my first cycle post D&C, so who really knows. Although I did O on the same day this cycle that I did pre-loss. I've had some stuff this cycle that has been totally different, though...post-AF spotting (never had it before), and I have for years been a notorious post-O spotter...this time: nothing. My vagina is playing games.
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
Gotta do this to the MF...
Good luck this week, though! Hope we're BFP buddies.
My Blog: One Emerald
BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
BFP #2 - 10-11-2012 Beta 38, 10-15-2012 Beta 518!.
BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
BFP #3: 5/17/13 EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13
Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation.
Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP! EDD: 6/7/14
PGAL/PAL welcome
I can't make it clicky, but here's a reminder that you're not alone (a post I wrote during my last 2ww; calling myself dumb, not you):
https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/65235181.aspx
Hang in there, girl.
Step.away.from.the.sticks!
Seriously, though, FX for you!
BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
You're not super lame. You're super hopeful. And I dig that about you.
But just don't be too disappointed, and don't be too hard on yourself ... Baby will be here before you know it! (Just wait until 11 DPO to see if it's now.)
Thinking about you, will email you ma?ana.
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
I know you can hold out a little bit longer!!! Step away from the pee sticks!!!
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby