TTC After a Loss

Into, who I am....

In a few words... It only took 2 months since we TTC to get pregnant, BUT we miscarried @ 8 weeks. I was devistated & an emotional wreck. It took 2 cycles to TTCAL. I'm now in a better state of mind & hopeful (so is DH). This is my first ovulation since MC & I'm scared to POAS but I'm also obsessed. I have 2 fur babies to love on. I work at a daycare and teach 3 year olds. That was the hardest part of all this. To be around children all day. Oh and did I mention I have 5 friends; 2 gave birth same month I had MC, 1 gave birth last weekend, and 2 are due one month from what was supposed to be my due date. Yep what a year.... :/(oh & I'm on my smart phone so no seperated paragraphs sorry) GOOD LUCK & PRAYERS TO ALL!!!
BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!

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  • SORRY header should have read Intro. Stupid smart phone... LOL although I'm into who I am ;)
    BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!
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  • I'm sorry you have to be here, and I'm sorry everybody around you is having or expecting babies. It's so hard. ((hugs))
    It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. This board is great and we're here for to give support. T&P
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    SORRY header should have read Intro. Stupid smart phone... LOL although I'm into who I am ;)

    This made me laugh! :) 

    I'm so sorry for your loss, but welcome to the board. 

    TTC #1 since 6/08. Cycle #6 - BFP 12/22/08, EDD 9/3/09, DD 8/14/09 at 37w1d
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    TTC #2 since 6/11
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    BFP #2 - 8/31/11, EDD 5/10/12, M/C 9/23/11
    BFP #3 - 3/4/12, EDD 11/14/12, CP 3/11/12
    BFP #4 - 5/9/12, EDD 1/19/13, CP 5/11/12
    BFP #5 - 8/22/12, EDD 5/5/13, CP 8/24/12
    IVF#1 - January 2013 - EPP/Antagonist - 7R, 3M, 2F, 3dt of 2 8-cell embies
    BFP #6 - 2/3/13, EDD 10/15/13, DS 9/18/13 at 36w1d
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  • Thank you ladies! It's hard to meet you under these circumstances, but it's this kind of support that helps you get through the tough moments.... :)
    BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!
  • Big (((HUGS))). We're here for you; we know how hard it all is. Welcome.
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    BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
    BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
  • I am sorry for your loss.  I hope you find comfort here and that your stay is nice and short!
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/27/12 ~ m/c 11/15/11 BO
    BFP#2 6/10/12 ~ EDD 2/21/13 ~ mm/c 7/12/12 ~ D&C 7/13/12
    BFP#3 2/23/2013 ~ EDD 11/5/13 Beta#1 125, Beta#2 436, Beta#3 ???
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  • sorry for your loss. welcome to the board!
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board.
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1
    07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
    - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • I worked for a Christian preschool until the closed down, now I work for country home.
    BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!
  • Welcome to the board! Im so sorry for you loss!!
  • I am so sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. The women here are amazing. I hope your stay is short. 
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

    All ALers welcome! 
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    Welcome.  I am sorry for your loss and for all the baby reminders you're having to deal with.  

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    BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






  • I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board! 
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    BFP #1: 12/5/11, M/C 12/19/11
    BFP #2: 5/22/12 Due 2/1/13 Baby girl born 2/2/13
  • Welcome to the board ... I am so sorry for all that you're going through. It's so hard to lose a baby, and it's scary to try to conceive again. There is a "newbie" check-in that I put out on Thursdays, but check any time, if you'd like to join us there as well!

    Take time to lurk and get a feel for the board, and make sure to read the blog. I learned a lot through reading it, especially etiquette when it comes to the board itself.

    (And stop deleting posts if someone hasn't commented right away. The boards are slow on the weekends, and it may take a while for someone to respond. Being new here, people are still trying to get a feel for you, so don't take it to heart ... But do follow the "rules" of the board, or you will get called out by someone. It's just how it is.)

    I wish you all the best, and I am so sorry you find yourself here. 

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    We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.

    “So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
  • So sorry for your loss. Welcome to the boards.
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  • I am very sorry for your loss and hope that things are brighter for you soon. I know exactly what you mean with the ridiculously high number of pregnancies. It is a gut punching feeling on a regular basis. Also, I work with kindergarteners and its a constant reminder of how much I want my own child to help through school. Working with children while going through this has provided me with many laughs/hugs/sweet words and it has honestly helped me in a lot of ways too. I hope your job can do the same for you in time. GL to you.
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  • Oh my... I think I got called out by you. I didn't know you were paying attention so much. And I didn't know how much it mattered to you, I'm sorry. I'm trying to tread lightly and when I wrote a post about my sweet tooth I had given it a second thought and decided to delete it bc I found it silly(stupid) to be posting it on such a serious board- not bc I didn't get any responses. Jeez... I had nothing but good intentions but I must be doing something wrong. All I wanted was some support but there are those very few who make it impossible with snarky remarks. What ever happened to "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all"? Maybe I'm over reacting but I'm starting to feel more offended than welcome. DON'T FORGET I TOO HAD A MISCARRIAGE! I appreciate the 95% of women here who have nothing but kind words and I applaud you for your respect. To the other Women, remember we are all here for the same reason; because we hurt and we long for that one thing..... Peace and Respect!
    BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!
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    BITTERNESS WILL JUST LEAVE A NASTY TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH!
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