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Sorry I've been MIA the last few days (cp mentioned)

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So on Tuesday morning I got a really super faint bfp...like so faint only crazy ttcal eyes could see it. I had already planned to go get a beta check that day so I went and that evening got the results. I got a 4. That doesn't even technically count as pregnant. Wednesday I pee on the stick again, no change.. go for a blood test, this time I get a 5! Woohoo I am technically considered pregnant now...but not rising very fast. At this point I had a feeling it might be chemical... but I was hoping I was wrong.

Today I went back for another blood draw and before I got the results my doctor called and said "Congrats, you are pregnant, keep going for those betas and hopefully they will rise" a couple hours later I got the results and I got a 4. So it's already going down again. 

I am preparing myself for the bleeding to start soon..I really hope my body doesn't try and hold on to this like it has all my previous pregnancies.

I am more upset then I thought I would be and I am just going through a lot right now, trying to sell my house, being on disability for the last 5 months, trying to get better and get back to work and now this.. I just feel so crushed.


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Married 07/17/2010
Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010 
TTC since Oct 2010 
BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011 
Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.

BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo 
First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm. 
Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm 
Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm 
Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm 
Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob! 
It's a boy! 

Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long



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  • smcjmk09smcjmk09 member
    I am so sorry you're going through this :(  Sending huge hugs to you!
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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I'm sorry you're going through this.  ::HUGS::

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  • danaunclawdanaunclaw
    I'm so sorry. ((hugs)). I'll be thinking of you this weekend, and hope your body will cooperate. 
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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    I'm so sorry sweetie. ((hugs))
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  • minicheezburgminicheezburg member
    More hugs sweets. Nothing I can say can make you feel better but you know you have me to lean on.
    Me(26)DH(33)
    TTC for #1 since Jan 2010
    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

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  • lsuhoneybadgerlsuhoneybadger member
    I'm so sorry ((( hugs)))
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • LSzwayaLSzwaya member
    I am so sorry. That crushing feeling just sucks the air right out of your lungs. Sending you a big hug.
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

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  • EKGibsEKGibs member
    I'm so sorry. Sad ((((hugs))))
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • Mom2anAngel2Mom2anAngel2 member
    (((HUGS))) I am so sorry that you are going through this!

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    Lilypie - (0YVF)
     TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

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  • Allycat11Allycat11 member
    ((hugs)) I am so sorry. 
    11/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS 
    10/31/11 M/C at 9 weeks
    1/12/13 DD was born
    4/9/16 DS was born 
    9/17 CP 
    6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19 

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  • sammer818sammer818 member
    Sweetie, I'm so sorry. *HUGS*

    TTC since April 2010
    BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
    BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
    Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
    BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
    Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
    BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
    BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
    No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
    June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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  • big_noisebig_noise member
    I'm sorry. I know what that faint line looks like. I had two of them in March with my CP. Hugs.
    BFP #1, 12/22/09 - DD#1 born 9/2010
    BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
    BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
    BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
     

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  • DeethebeeDeethebee
    :(   (((hugs)))
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  • kpowers982kpowers982 member
    Sad face.  I'm so sorry!
    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
    Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • holly_g13holly_g13 member
    I'm so sorry sweetie. We're here for you. {{Hugs}}
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  • Actingdiva09Actingdiva09 member
    Oh honey I am so so sorry!!! {{hugs}}
    "For I know the plans I have for you,
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  • AngnShaunAngnShaun
    Im so sorry {{HUGS}}
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  • FreyaWin2382FreyaWin2382 member
    Oh lady, I am so sorry. (((HUGS))) to you.
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  • thatlauragirlthatlauragirl member
    I am so so sorry you're going through this. ((hugs))
    Me: 38 l DH: 41
    Gavin - 8/27/10
    *TW*
    Gabriel - 2nd tri loss 5/17/16 Trisomy 18 & 21
    Hope -  2nd tri loss 12/7/16 complications from pneumonia


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  • Spruce14Spruce14 member
    I'm so so sorry :( I hope it will pass on its own so you can try to move forward again. ((hugs)) 
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  • gravytrain225gravytrain225 member
    I'm so sorry.
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  • GatorBaby2012GatorBaby2012
    (((huge hugs)))
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  • foxxy1foxxy1 member
    I'm so, so sorry for you!! *HUGS*
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  • paisleybaby33paisleybaby33 member
    This isn't fair. I am so sorry you have to be going through this. ((HUGS))
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  • panacea05panacea05 member
    More ((hugs)). I'm so sorry.
    It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    I am so, so sorry. It's just too much sometimes. ((((HUGS)))) We are here for you.
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    BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
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  • shellycoshellyco member
    I am so, so sorry you are going through this right now.  Huge (HUGS)
    DD 9/2/13


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  • CCline09CCline09
    ((HUGS)) to you friend. :(
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  • KacyChicagoKacyChicago member
    Oh, I am so very sorry to see this ... I know how much you've got on your plate at the moment, but I was so happy to see that things were on an upward trend. This makes me so very sad for you, and I hate that you're having to go through another loss. Thinking of you, and hope you find some peace soon.
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    We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.

    “So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
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