is what the email in my inbox declared this morning. Despite being rationally aware of this, emotionally it is a big mix of shock, excitement, sick-to-my-stomachness, and the feeling that I'm outside of my body watching this all happen. As happy as I am about this baby, I can't help but feel a little lost because the life that I've known for a long time now is going to change completely.
How are you all feeling as the countdown creeps closer and closer to your due date?
Re: "6 weeks to go"
I know. Its getting so close I feel nervous, anxious but excited too!
I have less than 5 weeks left. Due to my GD, the doctor won't let me go past 39 weeks. So she will definitely be born in May and not June. DS was 3 weeks early too. Its crazy...
I am just hoping that everything will go smoothly with the delivery. I was on hospital bedrest for the past couple of weeks, but I just got released after a good ultrasound on Friday morning. My placenta moved out of way, so there is no longer a concern for a previa issue. And I am now cleared for vaginal delivery rather than a c-section. But the last couple of weeks have been a rollercoaster with spotting, brown discharge and red bleeding. Now it is a waiting game for the baby to come.
I feel big and like I have heartburn. It is not always easy to sit or to walk or to eat.
It makes me feel better to know I'm not the only one - thanks, aligail!
We're pretty chill about this, I think. It seems like each year we move and I change my job, so stability is not really our thing. Adding a tiny person to the mix this summer is pretty par for the course, actually.
If I can visualize a situation, then it seems so real and natural to me-I did this each September before the school year began, I do it with each move we make, I do it with every race I run. So to visualize Baby coming and what that means to our life is just as natural. When we eat dinner, we always say 'ok-Baby is here-what does that mean for dinnertime?'. Or if we're running errands and it's raining, we ask 'ok-Baby is here-how do we get him into the store in the rain?'. Of course we can't prepare for everything-I had NO idea what to prepare for in terms of pregnancy, but I think we're on a good path. And labor to me will be no worse than a really, really bad night of food poisoning: the end is in sight as soon as my body gets it OUT OF ME.
(at least that's what I tell myself to keep from panicking)
ETA: This attitude is a coping mechanism so I don't freak about the constant moves, new jobs, school years and Baby. If I were normal in any way, I would be hyperventilating at the very thought.
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I am a total dork and made a paper link countdown chain. Only 39 days left, girls!
I feel worried about life with a baby but I am NOT into being pregnant. I am also NOT into the unknown. Or waiting. So, I think that having the baby actually arrive will be amazing!