I can't stop. I don't want to go. I want winning lotto numbers. This isn't natural Mommies should be with their babies. US mat. leave sucks. That is all.
I know how you feel--I also go back to work tomorrow, and I'm SO UPSET about it. My SIL was super sweet and sent me a few books about animal babies whose mommies go away and come back by the end of the book. She wrote in her note that mommies will always come back. I cried for like 2 hours! It doesn't help that I hate my job...ugh. Why can't we live in a country like some in Europe who give moms like 6 months to a year of PAID maternity leave?!
I went back this Friday past, it was actually a nice break from 3 months of straight baby. Believe me, I had a ton of anxiety, but when I walked out the door, I felt some relief. I'm sure it helps that I love my job (gifted teacher) and that I'm off for another 2 1/2 months on May 30th....and that I am home everyday by 3:15. Did I mention I love my job???
I went back last week and couldn't agree more, it sucks. Yes, I really love my job and I've worked so hard to be where I'm at in my career, but I just want to quit or at least just work part-time (which isn't an option). I am adjusting some, but it's going to continue to be very hard. Hang in there, it does get better after the 1st day.
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I know its hard. I cried like a baby when I got in the car, took me 30mins to pull out the parking lot:( But I have to say it gets easier and my days fly by, because I have a reward at the end of the day!
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Today is my first day back too. The anticipation of it was so much worse than today actually is. I have been crying daily for the past week, but finally feel ok about it today and only shed a few tears.
Re: back to work tomorrow....think they;ll mind me bawling?
Hopefully its a job you love bc it makes it easier.
We joked about bringing LO to work and wearing him.
Good luck.
I know how you feel--I also go back to work tomorrow, and I'm SO UPSET about it. My SIL was super sweet and sent me a few books about animal babies whose mommies go away and come back by the end of the book. She wrote in her note that mommies will always come back. I cried for like 2 hours! It doesn't help that I hate my job...ugh. Why can't we live in a country like some in Europe who give moms like 6 months to a year of PAID maternity leave?!
Today is my first day back too. The anticipation of it was so much worse than today actually is. I have been crying daily for the past week, but finally feel ok about it today and only shed a few tears.
Hope you're hanging in there!